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2020.09.23 14:28 kw13 The 50(ish) best TV matches ever

Date Company Constellation Stipulation Rating Show Network
16.06.1984 WWE Sgt. Slaughter vs. The Iron Sheik Boot camp 4.5 WWF on MSG Network MSG Network
14.02.1986 NWA Barry Windham vs. Ric Flair NWA World Heavyweight Title 5 NWA Battle Of The Belts II Syndication
20.01.1987 NWA Barry Windham vs. Ric Flair NWA World Heavyweight Title 5 MACW TBS?
27.03.1988 Mid-Atlantic Championship Wrestling Ric Flair vs. Sting NWA World Heavyweight Title 4.75 NWA Clash Of The Champions #1 TBS
25.06.1988 WWE Randy Savage vs. Ted DiBiase WWF World Heavyweight Title - Steel Cage 4.5 WWF on MSG Network MSG Network
02.04.1989 WCW Ric Flair vs. Ricky Steamboat NWA World Heavyweight Title - Best two out of three falls 5 NWA Clash Of The Champions #6 - "Ragin' Cajun" TBS
15.11.1989 WCW Ric Flair vs. Terry Funk I Quit 5 NWA Clash Of The Champions #9 - "New York Knock Out" TBS
17.02.1990 WCW Flyin' Brian vs. Ric Flair . 4.5 NWA World Championship Wrestling TV? TBS?
18.02.1990 WCW Arn Anderson & Ric Flair vs. Ricky Morton & Robert Gibson . 4.5 NWA Main Event? TBS?
19.07.1993 WWE Marty Jannetty vs. Shawn Michaels WWF Intercontinental Title 4.75 WWF Monday Night RAW #26 USA Network
11.07.1994 WWE Bret Hart vs. The 1-2-3 Kid WWF World Heavyweight Title 4.5 WWF Monday Night RAW #70 USA Network
30.10.1994 WWE Diesel & Shawn Michaels vs. Razor Ramon & The 1-2-3 Kid WWF World Tag Team Title 4.5 WWF Action Zone #2 USA Network
07.10.1995 ECW Psicosis vs. Rey Misterio Jr. Best Two Out Of Three Falls 4.75 ECW Hardcore TV #130 Syndication
21.01.1997 WCW Dean Malenko vs. Ultimo Dragon WCW World Cruiserweight Title 4.5 WCW Clash Of The Champions #34 TBS
03.03.1997 WWE Owen Hart vs. The British Bulldog WWF European Title Tournament Final Match 4.5 WWF Monday Night RAW #199 USA Network
04.10.1999 WCW Bret Hart vs. Chris Benoit Owen Hart Tribute Match 4.25 WCW Monday NITRO #211 TNT
21.05.2001 WWE Chris Benoit & Chris Jericho vs. Steve Austin & Triple H WWF World Tag Team Title 4.75 WWF RAW is WAR #417 TNN
24.05.2001 WWE Bubba Ray Dudley & D-Von Dudley vs. Chris Benoit & Chris Jericho vs. Christian & Edge vs. Jeff Hardy & Matt Hardy WWF World Tag Team Title - Tables, Ladders & Chairs 4.75 WWF SmackDown #93 UPN
31.05.2001 WWE Chris Benoit vs. Steve Austin WWF World Heavyweight Title - Special Enforcer: Vince McMahon 4.5 WWF SmackDown #94 UPN
26.09.2002 WWE Eddie Guerrero vs. Edge No Disqualification 4.5 WWE SmackDown #163 UPN
05.12.2002 WWE Chris Benoit vs. Eddie Guerrero vs. Edge vs. Kurt Angle WWE Heavyweight Title #1 Contendership - Fatal Four Way Elimination 4.5 WWE SmackDown #173 UPN
18.09.2003 WWE Brock Lesnar vs. Kurt Angle WWE Heavyweight Title - 60 Minute Iron Man 4.25 WWE SmackDown #214 UPN
03.05.2004 WWE Chris Benoit vs. Shawn Michaels World Heavyweight Title 4.25 WWE RAW #571 Spike TV
02.05.2005 WWE Shawn Michaels vs. Shelton Benjamin Gold Rush Tournament Quarter Final 4.5 WWE RAW #623 Spike TV
23.04.2007 WWE John Cena vs. Shawn Michaels . 4.25 WWE Monday Night RAW #726 USA Network
01.09.2009 WWE John Morrison vs. Rey Mysterio WWE Intercontinental Title 4.25 WWE Friday Night SmackDown #524 MyNetworkTV
11.09.2009 ROH Davey Richards & Eddie Edwards vs. Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson ROH World Tag Team Title 4.5 ROH on HDNet #35 HDNet
09.08.2010 Impact Wrestling Alex Shelley & Chris Sabin vs. James Storm & Robert Roode TNA World Tag Team Title - Best Of Five Series Match #5 - Best Two Out Of Three Falls 4.5 TNA iMPACT #319 - The Whole F'N Show Spike TV
25.02.2013 WWE CM Punk vs. John Cena WWE Heavyweight Title #1 Contendership 4.5 WWE Monday Night RAW #1031 USA Network
03.03.2014 WWE Bray Wyatt, Erick Rowan & Luke Harper vs. Dean Ambrose, Roman Reigns & Seth Rollins . 4.5 WWE Monday Night RAW #1084 USA Network
16.09.2014 Impact Wrestling Bully Ray & Devon vs. Davey Richards & Eddie Edwards vs. Jeff Hardy & Matt Hardy TNA World Tag Team Title - Three Way - Full Metal Mayhem 4.5 IMPACT Wrestling #535 Spike TV
25.01.2015 Lucha Underground Fenix vs. Mil Muertes Grave Consequences Casket 4.5 Lucha Underground #1.19 - Grave Consequences El Rey
06.07.2015 WWE Cesaro vs. John Cena WWE United States Title 4.25 WWE Monday Night RAW #1154 USA Network
12.12.2015 Lucha Underground Aero Star vs. Argenis vs. Cage vs. Chavo Guerrero Jr. vs. Drago vs. Dragon Azteca Jr. vs. Fenix vs. Jack Evans vs. Joey Ryan vs. Johnny Mundo vs. King Cuerno vs. Marty Martinez vs. Mascarita Sagrada vs. Mil Muertes vs. PJ Black vs. Prince Puma vs. Rey Mysterio Jr. vs. Taya vs. Texano vs. The Mack vs. The Monster Matanza Cueto Lucha Underground Title - 21 Man Aztec Warfare 4.25 Lucha Underground #2.09 - Aztec Warfare II El Rey
10.01.2016 Lucha Underground Cortez Castro, Joey Ryan & Mr. Cisco vs. Dragon Azteca Jr., Prince Puma & Rey Mysterio Jr. vs. Fenix , Jack Evans & PJ Black vs. Ivelisse & Son Of Havoc Lucha Underground Trios Title - Trios Tournament Final - Four Way Elimination 4.5 Lucha Underground #2.14 - Cage In A Cage El Rey
31.01.2016 Lucha Underground Prince Puma vs. Rey Mysterio Jr. . 4.5 Lucha Underground #2.26 - Ultima Lucha Dos Part 3 El Rey
23.10.2019 AEW Isiah Kassidy & Marq Quen vs. Pentagon Jr. & Rey Fenix AEW World Tag Team Title Tournament - Semi Final 4.5 AEW Dynamite #4 TNT
20.11.2019 AEW Nick Jackson vs. Rey Fenix . 4.75 AEW Dynamite #8 TNT
11.12.2019 AEW Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson vs. Ortiz & Santana AEW World Tag Team Title #1 Contendership - Falls Count Anywhere Texas Street Fight 4.5 AEW Dynamite #11 TNT
01.01.2020 All Elite Wrestling Kenny Omega, Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson vs. PAC, Pentagon Jr. & Rey Fenix . 4.5 AEW Dynamite #13 - Homecoming Edition TNT
15.01.2020 WWE Flash Morgan Webster & Mark Andrews vs. Matt Riddle & Pete Dunne Dusty Rhodes Tag Team Classic 2020 - First Round 4.5 WWE NXT #387 USA Network
15.01.2020 AEW Adam Page & Kenny Omega vs. Chuck Taylor & Trent vs. Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson vs. Ortiz & Santana AEW World Tag Team Title #1 Contendership - Four Way 4.5 AEW Dynamite #15 - Bash At The Beach TNT
05.02.2020 AEW Adam Page, Kenny Omega, Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson vs. Pentagon Jr., Rey Fenix , The Blade & The Butcher . 4.5 AEW Dynamite #18 TNT
19.02.2020 AEW Adam Page & Kenny Omega vs. Pentagon Jr. & Rey Fenix AEW World Tag Team Title 4.75 AEW Dynamite #20 TNT
26.02.2020 AEW Kenny Omega vs. PAC 30 Minute Iron Man 4.75 AEW Dynamite #21 TNT
08.06.2020 WWE AJ Styles vs. Daniel Bryan WWE Intercontinental Title Tournament - Final Match 4.75 WWE Friday Night SmackDown #1086 FOX
02.07.2020 AEW Cash Wheeler, Dax Harwood, Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson vs. Pentagon Jr., Rey Fenix , The Blade & The Butcher . 4.75 AEW Dynamite #40 - Fyter Fest 2020 - Night 2 TNT
22.07.2020 AEW Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson vs. The Blade & The Butcher Falls Count Anywhere 4.5 AEW Dynamite #42 TNT
30.07.2020 AEW Adam Page, Cash Wheeler, Dax Harwood, Kenny Omega, Matt Jackson & Nick Jackson vs. Colt Cabana, Evil Uno, Five, Mr. Brodie Lee, Nine & Stu Grayson 12 man 4.5 AEW Dynamite #44 TNT
10.09.2020 AEW Chuck Taylor & Trent vs. Ortiz & Santana Parking lot fight 5 AEW Dynamite #50 TNT
With the parking lot fight from Dynamite receiving 5 stars I thought it would be interesting to put together a list of the 50 best TV matches of all time.
What's included? Any match originally filmed for US cable TV which received a 5, 4.75 or 4.5 star rating from Meltzer. 7 4.25 star matches are included, they are the 7 matches with the highest user rating on cagematch.net. I've also included two matches which don't have a show attached on cagematch, after cross referencing with other sources I believe I've put them on the right show, but they have a "?" next to them in the table.
What's not included? Any NJPW match, I believe some NJPW air in the US (I'm not American, so could be wrong), but they weren't originally filmed for a US audience. The same goes for AAA, I believe they have filmed in LA, but mostly for a Mexican audience. Any match originally filmed for the WWE Network isn't included, there would be some pre-USA Network NXT, and one 205 Live match on the list, but then I feel like I would have to include any match distributed on DVD or internet which is a lot of ROH or PWG. Matches which were originally filmed for PPV but later aired elsewhere aren't included, for example Bret Hart vs The British Bulldog from WWF SummerSlam 1992 later aired on NXT UK in June 2020, that wouldn't be included if NXT UK had a US TV deal.
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2020.09.16 19:00 Minniladderboi The Sub-Species Of Sirenheads

The Sub-Species Of Sirenheads
I Made Some Ideas For Various Species Of The Sirenhead. I Just Want To Hear What You Guys Think Of Them.

The Illinionan Sirenhead:
The Illinionan Sirenhead is the species of Sirenhead we all know of. The Typical Two-Headed 40FT monster that would stop for no-one. Most of the facts I would say here you know of such as its ability to blend in with forests with ease and its crawling sprint featured in a Sirenhead Game.
The Illinionan Sirenhead Is Native To The Central And North Eastern Coast Of The USA. (The Red Zone Of The First Image) And Is Mainly In Rural Forest Zones And The Occasional Urban Individual.
One of the facts you may not of knows it they Are Always In A Individual Social Unit. They Sustain This Using A Consistent Radio Signal To Keep This Adhered To And A Sirenhead Will never Meet Another Sirenhead unless it is an inactive dead corpse or if The Sirenhead Is Deformed in the respect of its Radio Transmitter Networks Not Functioning. If This Is The Case, Both Sirenheads Will Battle intensely driving the Survivor of the Battle to the death to a point of what we would consider insanity.

The Indianian Sirenhead
The Indianian Sirenhead is The Sub-Species given to The Evolved Illinionian Sirenheads. As Seen In The Second Picture, These Sirenheads Consist Of Many Smaller Sirens And Have The Capability To Blow Human Heads Of With The Amount Of Pressure The Ear Drums Have To Withstand From This Bass-Boosted Evolution.
It Is More Adapted To Urban Life, Commonly Taking Up The Position of Any Normal Siren Pole. It normally finds a spot In The Early Morning, Remains There For The Day, And Then Waits For A Lone Night-Jogger To Strike And Kill.
This Sub-Species is Believed To Be Highly Intelligent, Quite Possibly Beyond Our Own Knowledge. This Variant Is Shallow Information-Wise Being Only Discovered 2 Years Ago By Trevor Henderson And So Very Little Is Truly Understood.
It Has A Slightly Different Patch in Terms Of Where They Live. As Seen In The Blue Sector, They Are Mainly Central American And Some Parts Of Northern Mexico. They Live In Primarily In Urban Areas With A High Concentration Of The Population Being In Tornado Alley Where Sirens Are More Common. You Do However Get The Odd Sirenhead Who Takes After Their Illinioan Cousin And Are Forest-Based.
A Photo Of This Species Is Being Searched For And May Be Attached To This Post At A Later Date
The Scottish Sirenhead
The Scottish Sirenhead was first Spotted In 1942 In The Scottish Highlands Taking The Form Of A Mutant Version Of The "Carstairs Hospital Sirens". The Few Who Saw Them Were Declared Insane and Then admitted to the Hospital in Carstairs of which the original sirens were to warn of someone escaping from the Hospital. The few who believed the Sightings rumered about this being a "Nazi-Weapon" or "The German Doomsday Machine"
Whether this is a Nazi Weapon or not is unknown but it is known that the Sirenhead isn't like the previous two. It Has An Actual Siren on its head, only able to play various tones of the one sound. It Is Believed That Siren G Of The Carstairs Siren Network Went Missing In 12 April 1942 And Then A Report Of A Creature With A Siren Identical To The Missing Siren On Its Head 8 Days Later.
The Most Recent Sighting Was 12 August 2020 At Woodlands Family Theme Park In Devon, UK. No one Was Injured But A lot Of People Reported Severe Headaches
No Photos Have Been Found Of This Type Yet, If You Want To Photoshop It Send It To Me On Discord (Ketchiken #1822) Or Ping Me On Reddit.

THANKS FOR READING


The Two Most Common Zones For The Indianian And The Illinion Sirenheads To Roam.
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2020.09.03 10:22 welsh8bit No chair, no money and no customer service

Just an update on my saga to try and obtain a secret lab Titan chair.
I’m UK based and assumed by their site they were based in Devon. Having researched a little it seems they are based in Singapore with a UK distribution centre.
Anyway, placed a pre order for the Titan and was more than happy to wait.
Last week received an email from UPS stating delivery would be Wednesday 26th. Day came and went with no delivery.
Contacted UPS and they say they’ve never had the item to deliver to me. Dropped their support a ticket and had a response back stated they would send an urgent message to the fulfilment centre.
Following day I received an email from Secret Lab stating my order was despatch and the link on the email directed me to DPD for delivery. This link said no item to track.
Following day response from support to say UPS didn’t pick up the item so would guarantee to be with me on Tuesday 1st.
Tuesday came and went and nothing. Again emailed support to be told they would send another urgent message to chase it.
Last two days I’ve emailed for a delivery date or refund only to be told all they can do is keep sending this urgent message to the fulfilment centre.
Tried to get more than this generic response from their live chat and social media all to be told they can’t help as I have an open ticket and only this one person can help and I have to wait for him.
I’ve now noticed the item I’m still waiting for is in stock for £50 more than my pre order and people are reporting they have received theirs having only ordered it a few days prior.
And to top it off I get a lovely email this morning congratulating me on being a proud owner of my new chair!
For anyone looking to purchase one of these chairs please take a look at their trust pilot as it seems this is becoming more and more common for a lot of people at the moment
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2020.08.17 17:38 wonderboy0510 29 [M4F] UK. Looking for that “spark”

Me: Me!
So where to begin... I’m actually going to put a lot of effort in this post so if you don’t wanna spend ages reading, skip to the TLDR bit at the bottom!
My name is Steve, I’m a 29 year old guy from Devon in the UK.
I’d describe myself and an ‘introverted extrovert’ meaning that whilst I love going out on adventures and exploring the world, I’m not blessed with an abundance of friends to socialise with not am I hugely into the ‘clubbing and drinking’ scene.
My job(s) take up most of my time (except when there’s a global pandemic going on...) both are sports related with one being in a school and the other being a coaching business I set up working with a University and more recently a national governing body, which is very cool!
When I do get some spare time, I enjoy the gym, although I’m not one of these muscle bound meatheads! I mainly go to the gym so I can enjoy food as I have a massive sweet tooth! Cooking is another passion of mine, and if I had more time (and money) I would definitely cook more experimental things!
There’s loads of other things I like doing, although I’m looking for a friend of partner to do it with! Things like going to the cinema or the theatre, comedy nights etc. Or even just nice walks or day trips to the beach etc.
My ideal Sunday would consist of a nice lie in, continental breakfast, a walk, pub roast, football on tv (huge Liverpool FC fan) followed by a cosy evening on the sofa watching TV!
Personality wise, I think I’m just a normal guy. I try to stay modest; I have a few self confidence issues but I’m sure the right person would help eradicate them. I like to make light hearted jokes and I’m often making silly puns! Love throwing the odd innuendo into the conversation too! 😂
I have certain values and beliefs I try to implement in life. For example, the way I believe people should be treated and how no one should be judged as everyone has their own story. I’m very open minded although cannot stand ignorance.
In terms of looks, I’m 6 foot tall, slim/average build with short hair. (I’ll try and put a pic on my page at some point). I have blue eyes and usually a bit of stubble!
So what am I looking for... well ideally someone around my age who lives in Devon and ticks all my boxes! But I’m a realist and understand that’s hugely unlikely! But if I could find someone who I can chat with and enjoy their ‘company’ albeit online, maybe meet one day (even if you’re in another country) and just look forward to speaking to, that would be perfect.
Personality is key and I’d like to find someone with the same values as me. Someone with a similar sense of humour and similar interests as well as being open minded in all aspects. I won’t lie, looks are also somewhat important to me too, so if we do start chatting I would do if we can swap a picture. I won’t judge someone completely on what they look like!
Anyway I think that’s about it... I’ve had enough of dating apps so fingers crossed the awesome people of Reddit can help me find someone!
Looking forward to the abundance of messages I’m about to receive... 😂
PS. I’m also a magician and would love to show off some magic tricks haha 😜
TLDR: dating apps suck, looking for a girl that ticks my boxes. Please be a nice person and able to send a pic!
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2020.08.12 09:46 wonderboy0510 Fed up of dating apps so hoping to make new friends here!

So where to begin... I’m actually going to put a lot of effort in this post so if you don’t wanna spend ages reading, skip to the TLDR bit at the bottom!
My name is Steve, I’m a 29 year old guy from Devon in the UK.
I’d describe myself and an ‘introverted extrovert’ meaning that whilst I love going out on adventures and exploring the world, I’m not blessed with an abundance of friends to socialise with not am I hugely into the ‘clubbing and drinking’ scene.
My job(s) take up most of my time (except when there’s a global pandemic going on...) both are sports related with one being in a school and the other being a coaching business I set up working with a University and more recently a national governing body, which is very cool!
When I do get some spare time, I enjoy the gym, although I’m not one of these muscle bound meatheads! I mainly go to the gym so I can enjoy food as I have a massive sweet tooth! Cooking is another passion of mine, and if I had more time (and money) I would definitely cook more experimental things!
There’s loads of other things I like doing, although I’m looking for a friend of partner to do it with! Things like going to the cinema or the theatre, comedy nights etc. Or even just nice walks or day trips to the beach etc.
My ideal Sunday would consist of a nice lie in, continental breakfast, a walk, pub roast, football on tv (huge Liverpool FC fan) followed by a cosy evening on the sofa watching TV!
Personality wise, I think I’m just a normal guy. I try to stay modest; I have a few self confidence issues but I’m sure the right person would help eradicate them. I like to make light hearted jokes and I’m often making silly puns! Love throwing the odd innuendo into the conversation too! 😂
I have certain values and beliefs I try to implement in life. For example, the way I believe people should be treated and how no one should be judged as everyone has their own story. I’m very open minded although cannot stand ignorance.
In terms of looks, I’m 6 foot tall, slim/average build with short hair. (I’ll try and put a pic on my page at some point). I have blue eyes and usually a bit of stubble!
So what am I looking for... well ideally someone around my age who lives in Devon and ticks all my boxes! But I’m a realist and understand that’s hugely unlikely! But if I could find someone who I can chat with and enjoy their ‘company’ albeit online, maybe meet one day (even if you’re in another country) and just look forward to speaking to, that would be perfect.
Personality is key and I’d like to find someone with the same values as me. Someone with a similar sense of humour and similar interests as well as being open minded in all aspects. I won’t lie, looks are also somewhat important to me too, so if we do start chatting I would do if we can swap a picture. I won’t judge someone completely on what they look like!
Anyway I think that’s about it... I’ve had enough of dating apps so fingers crossed the awesome people of Reddit can help me find someone!
Looking forward to the abundance of messages I’m about to receive... 😂
PS. I’m also a magician and would love to show off some magic tricks haha 😜
TLDR: dating apps suck, looking for a girl that ticks my boxes. Please be a nice person and able to send a pic!
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2020.08.12 09:44 wonderboy0510 29 [M4F] UK. Looking for that “spark”

So where to begin... I’m actually going to put a lot of effort in this post so if you don’t wanna spend ages reading, skip to the TLDR bit at the bottom!
My name is Steve, I’m a 29 year old guy from Devon in the UK.
I’d describe myself and an ‘introverted extrovert’ meaning that whilst I love going out on adventures and exploring the world, I’m not blessed with an abundance of friends to socialise with not am I hugely into the ‘clubbing and drinking’ scene.
My job(s) take up most of my time (except when there’s a global pandemic going on...) both are sports related with one being in a school and the other being a coaching business I set up working with a University and more recently a national governing body, which is very cool!
When I do get some spare time, I enjoy the gym, although I’m not one of these muscle bound meatheads! I mainly go to the gym so I can enjoy food as I have a massive sweet tooth! Cooking is another passion of mine, and if I had more time (and money) I would definitely cook more experimental things!
There’s loads of other things I like doing, although I’m looking for a friend of partner to do it with! Things like going to the cinema or the theatre, comedy nights etc. Or even just nice walks or day trips to the beach etc.
My ideal Sunday would consist of a nice lie in, continental breakfast, a walk, pub roast, football on tv (huge Liverpool FC fan) followed by a cosy evening on the sofa watching TV!
Personality wise, I think I’m just a normal guy. I try to stay modest; I have a few self confidence issues but I’m sure the right person would help eradicate them. I like to make light hearted jokes and I’m often making silly puns! Love throwing the odd innuendo into the conversation too! 😂
I have certain values and beliefs I try to implement in life. For example, the way I believe people should be treated and how no one should be judged as everyone has their own story. I’m very open minded although cannot stand ignorance.
In terms of looks, I’m 6 foot tall, slim/average build with short hair. (I’ll try and put a pic on my page at some point). I have blue eyes and usually a bit of stubble!
So what am I looking for... well ideally someone around my age who lives in Devon and ticks all my boxes! But I’m a realist and understand that’s hugely unlikely! But if I could find someone who I can chat with and enjoy their ‘company’ albeit online, maybe meet one day (even if you’re in another country) and just look forward to speaking to, that would be perfect.
Personality is key and I’d like to find someone with the same values as me. Someone with a similar sense of humour and similar interests as well as being open minded in all aspects. I won’t lie, looks are also somewhat important to me too, so if we do start chatting I would do if we can swap a picture. I won’t judge someone completely on what they look like!
Anyway I think that’s about it... I’ve had enough of dating apps so fingers crossed the awesome people of Reddit can help me find someone!
Looking forward to the abundance of messages I’m about to receive... 😂
PS. I’m also a magician and would love to show off some magic tricks haha 😜
TLDR: dating apps suck, looking for a girl that ticks my boxes. Please be a nice person and able to send a pic!
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2020.08.12 09:39 wonderboy0510 29 [M4F] UK. Looking for that “spark”

So where to begin... I’m actually going to put a lot of effort in this post so if you don’t wanna spend ages reading, skip to the TLDR bit at the bottom!
My name is Steve, I’m a 29 year old guy from Devon in the UK.
I’d describe myself and an ‘introverted extrovert’ meaning that whilst I love going out on adventures and exploring the world, I’m not blessed with an abundance of friends to socialise with not am I hugely into the ‘clubbing and drinking’ scene.
My job(s) take up most of my time (except when there’s a global pandemic going on...) both are sports related with one being in a school and the other being a coaching business I set up working with a University and more recently a national governing body, which is very cool!
When I do get some spare time, I enjoy the gym, although I’m not one of these muscle bound meatheads! I mainly go to the gym so I can enjoy food as I have a massive sweet tooth! Cooking is another passion of mine, and if I had more time (and money) I would definitely cook more experimental things!
There’s loads of other things I like doing, although I’m looking for a friend of partner to do it with! Things like going to the cinema or the theatre, comedy nights etc. Or even just nice walks or day trips to the beach etc.
My ideal Sunday would consist of a nice lie in, continental breakfast, a walk, pub roast, football on tv (huge Liverpool FC fan) followed by a cosy evening on the sofa watching TV!
Personality wise, I think I’m just a normal guy. I try to stay modest; I have a few self confidence issues but I’m sure the right person would help eradicate them. I like to make light hearted jokes and I’m often making silly puns! Love throwing the odd innuendo into the conversation too! 😂
I have certain values and beliefs I try to implement in life. For example, the way I believe people should be treated and how no one should be judged as everyone has their own story. I’m very open minded although cannot stand ignorance.
In terms of looks, I’m 6 foot tall, slim/average build with short hair. (I’ll try and put a pic on my page at some point). I have blue eyes and usually a bit of stubble!
So what am I looking for... well ideally someone around my age who lives in Devon and ticks all my boxes! But I’m a realist and understand that’s hugely unlikely! But if I could find someone who I can chat with and enjoy their ‘company’ albeit online, maybe meet one day (even if you’re in another country) and just look forward to speaking to, that would be perfect.
Personality is key and I’d like to find someone with the same values as me. Someone with a similar sense of humour and similar interests as well as being open minded in all aspects. I won’t lie, looks are also somewhat important to me too, so if we do start chatting I would do if we can swap a picture. I won’t judge someone completely on what they look like!
Anyway I think that’s about it... I’ve had enough of dating apps so fingers crossed the awesome people of Reddit can help me find someone!
Looking forward to the abundance of messages I’m about to receive... 😂
PS. I’m also a magician and would love to show off some magic tricks haha 😜
TLDR: dating apps suck, looking for a girl that ticks my boxes. Please be a nice person and able to send a pic!
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2020.08.03 22:36 jenglish205 Sorry for oversharing. Couldn;t stop once i started. I have noone else to talk to.

Im John. I live in Exmouth Devon.
This is sort of a reach, posting on Reddit. I thought perhaps someone may be able to help. Who knows!?
I am completely on my own. No friends or family. Nobody that cares at all, or would notice me vanish.
My mum tried to kill herself several times when I was a kid. She'd call me while i was staying with my dad and describe how she was being beaten by her then husband. I was severely bullied in school, ate lunch in the toilets almost everyday. Was constantly scared. Moved home so many times, each time losing all contact with any friends. Ended up moving to America at 15 with my Dad and his wife. For the first time ever I had friends and an awesome life. All the time planning on one day avenging my Mom and what happened to her.
~I would occasionally have these 'weird' moments where i would say to myself ''I'm actually here right now''. I would then get the most weird out of mind feeling that i was a forign object and was totally out of place. But would 'zone' back in within minutes and would all be forgotten. My first year in america was crazy. I won't go into too much detail, but i was expelled from military school. Got into trouble with the law and had to spend 2 months in a juvenile detention facility. So my dad moved us to another state. I lost my girlfriend, and a friend I was so close to. I considered my brother. I had to go to 'Alternative school' for a whole year. This is a school for criminals to go to before reentering public school systems. For the record, my crime was vandalism.
I met a new girl and 2 new close friends. For 2 years I have what I describe to be the best time of my life. My mind is constantly in the moment, with no career for what I was causing my parents. I stopped coming home and started to live moment by moment. Id lie to stay at friends houses, sometimes even attributing it to my Dad and Stepmom. (i loved my dad more than life but never showed him) At this point my parents think i hate them and are getting increasingly pissed off with me) But all i could think about was picking up my girlfriend and just letting things move along. Every day was crazy. We were a very close unit. I had my whole life planned out with this group of friends.
I ended up getting into more trouble. This time a bit more serious. But my mind just blocked out the world constantly and all I thought about was my girlfriend and friends. It was all about keeping the happiness flowing constantly. We had dated for 3 years and I took my gf to a lovely spot and proposed to her. She said Yes:D 24 hours later I'm on a plane back to the UK never to return. That was the end of that chapter of my life. I would never see or talk to any of those friends or love again. So all of a sudden I'm back in England. My mum is picking me up from the airport and introducing me to her new bf. I thought this is my time to be there for my mum and never let anything happen to her.
3 weeks later her bf made her decide between me and him. She picked the boyfriend. He couldn't deal with me crying everyday and missing america. I moved into my nans caravan. My dad tells me I will be back in America in 2 years. Just to work hard and stay out of trouble until then. I thought wow, this is great!
I started to 'hang out' with a neighbour and his friends. Smoking a lot of weed. I started drinking and partying alot. I just could not be in silence or on my own. I constantly had to be with friends. It felt good.
Well I told my nan 'I wish you would hurry up and die'. At the time she was an alcoholic and would throw ashtrays at me. I loved her though, more than words could describe. Alas, I got kicked out and had to move into a flat share with a total stranger.
I lost all contact with my mum and nan. My mum refused to see me due to her bf. Even after accidentally cutting myself and needing stitches, she didn't care.
So in the flatshare I'm in now, I start to talk to my Dad more, who is still in America. He wants me to join the merchant navy and sets up interviews in Glasgow and Isle of Mann. So I travelled to these on my own and handled them. I got accepted but didn't join as I hate the Sea and had no wish to join. Besides, I was told I'd be home soon (back in America).
I didn't get along with the landlady's son. I had lent him money to get to work and he didn't want to pay me back. He had a grudge against me as I was living with his mom and sleeping in his old room. I just wanted to help, but needed the money back. So we had a non physical argument. I came home later that day to see all my belongings on the side of a main road.It was very stressful. Luckily at the time I had made a good friend named 'Mitchell' who helped me move my belongings via taxi to his moms house.
Mitchells Mum kindly allowed me to sleep on his living room floor for a couple of months. During this time I was looking for work and somewhere to live. My mum actually lived on the same road. I walked to her house and knocked on the door. She came out and I asked if I could move in for a few weeks. She gave me a pillow and sent me on my way.
I finally found somewhere to live. A house share with 4 rooms. The first few months were horrible. I hated living on my own. In the back of my mind I was just here waiting until I could go back to my true home in America. So i didn't commit to any sort of future. I didn't work on anything. I was relying on benefits and money from my Dad. I would literally just wait for the days my friend Mitchel could come over. Sometimes having to bribe him to stay longer. Yes I was very lame. The next year was a bit better. I made friends with someone in the house share. He was 10 years older than me, but very cool and relatable. I started drinking everyday. Sometimes from when I wake up.
During this time I was lucky enough to meet a girl. A very special girl. We became best friends overnight. Doing everything together. I took her to see plays in London. She was super smart and planning to go to university.
Anyway I started selling weed to get off benefits. This lead to one day waking up to a loud bang. My housemate's door was kicked in. At this time this was Mitchell, the good friend I spoke about earlier. I picked up a weight and opened my door. It was 2 guys. Both known for knife crime and stabbings. They took all my belongings and threatened to come back for the rest. For the next few nights they were huge gangs of people downstairs waiting for the door to open. It was scary. I still went out with my girlfriend but would have to be very careful. It got worse and I ended back at Mitchells Moms house living on the living room floor.
Back on the floor, I started an online Legal business. Selling wristbands and t shirts. I signed off benefits and started to support myself. I found making money very easy. Every single day I'm still thinking about America and my friends and family there. Still I carry on.
My best friend in America passed away, I found out on Facebook. This was a HUGE blow. I loved him. Anyway I carried on.
I decided to help Mitchell make money too. So offered him to partner with me. I just had to teach him to want to make money etc. Something I could never achieve.
My girlfriend moved to Exeter and I followed with Mitchell, moving into our own flat in Exmouth. The last chapter was behind me. I had a girlfriend, a best friend i lived with and a future to look forward to. I helped Mitchell for the first few years with bills and rent. He could never really get into business, I kept on making money though. I didn't mind as he was a brother to me at this point. I'd have taken him with me to the ends of the earth, regardless of my gf.
Well my girlfriend's parents gave her an ultimatum. Break up with me or have tuition pulled. So she came over to mine one day, slept with me and left. I haven't seen or spoke to her since. One day we were madly in love, the next she is gone for good.
I struggled for about a year to get over it. It was horrible.
I managed to get Mitchell a job and things turned into an 8 year long daily routine.
Wake up around 3pm. Do work on my online business. Wait for Mitchell to get off work. Watch tv go to sleep. REPEAT.
We did everything together. We planned to move abroad. As i have always seen England as just a stop off. I would have taken him to the end of the world with me.
I start to create a way for my mind to ignore deeply distressing issues. Id simply build a box in my mind and anything I didn't want to think about would be placed inside.
I still believe I'd go home one day. Mitchell would come with me!
I was very depressed the whole time. I started to talk to my Gp about it. But wouldn't progress further than being told to get out more.
After about 7 years, I decided I should call my Dad. He pretended not to know me. I blocked this out. But it killed me. I worship my dad, he just doesn't know it. I don't allow anyone to talk poorly about him etc
But i keep my head down and stick to the routine.
Me and Mitchell make the plan to move to Spain. Start a new life. Run a business together..
I got a dog. His name is Khan. I love him to bits. He helps me to leave the flat every day.
At this point i'm about 28. My only social interactions are going to the shops and seeing other dog walkers. Mitchell is my only friend, the only person I trust. I have no one else. My family have disowned me at this point. They just don't care at all.
It's starting to sink in that I won't be returning home to America ever. Depression gets worse. But i cope and stick to the routine.
All i'm trying to do the whole time is set Mitchell up to make loads of money on his own online business. Which i actually presented him with business' he could take over and make money from straight away. None of which he cares about.
Mitchell meets a girl. All of a sudden the ROUTINE is broken. No longer am I at home waiting for him to get off work. I see him about 2 days a week, even on those it's mostly passing decorum. Loneliness really starts to hit me, to the point I'm crying every day, without telling anyone. Mitchell tells me that now he has met someone i need to sort myself out as he's moving away from her regardless of me and what i've done for him. I understand that's totally normal,m but I'm facing a true disconnection from the world.
All plans are out the window for the future and my days become a fight to get to the end and go to bed. I keep my mind busy by gaming and working every day all day long.
Im now 30. I don't really have a friendship with Mitchell anymore and he's planning to move out soon. He told me I will get over it. I'm now in a black hole sinking fast.
3 months ago something happened with my eyes while watching tv, I had great pain trying to move them and couldn't stay focused on anything. I had a constant numb head and didn't know what was going on. Life all of a sudden became a thing about my eyes 24-7. Nothing felt right. Nothing looked right. Everything hurt my eyes.
I went to AandE 3 days in a row trying to get help. It was very stressful. I had a molar tooth removed as I thought that may be causing it. I went to an optician, an eye doctor and a chiropractor. Even had a CT scan. Nothing helped. Each day i'm believing something else is wrong with me. From brain tumor to eye strain. Even believing it's all just iin my head. This whole time it's all ive thought about.
In the last couple of weeks, I'm not sure when exactly I've disconnected myself from reality. It seems it could be derealisation, not positive as i'm no doctor. Which lead me to this subreddit. Reading through everyone's experiences. I decided I'd post mine.
It started with looking out the window. Nothing seemed 'right' Like something was wrong with my vision. My Thoughts seem fine. Depressive, but that's just normal.
It got worse a few days ago. I woke up and stood in my living room staring at a wall for hours, while deep in thought. 'Zoned out'.
I found myself completely zoning out while doing all tasks and losing myself. Everytime i start to think about reality it seems off. Something is really wrong. I feel like I'm dreaming, or looking through someone's else's eyes.
The only time i feel normal is when reading, watching tv or scrolling on my phone. I can't eat, shop, walk or do anything without feeling this anymore. It's taken over 1000% of my life. Even brushing my teeth I feel like I'm not there. It's like I'm in a permanent 'zone out'. It's made me consider killing myself, which i've done many times but never so seriously. Which leads me here, sort of like a last stand. Maybe someone can relate and talk to me. Maybe someone can offer some words of advice. I'm not too sure.
All I know is that In a few months I'm living on my own and will have 0 people in this world I'm connected to. I'm TERRIFIED. On top of that realisation i have to contend with the derealisation thing i'm going through. It makes it an even more scary concept to be living on my own. I'm worried I will feel like this for the rest of my life. Which also leads me to thoughts of suicide. Nobody cares at all. I mean you get the small talk, 'feel better bro' 'Dont talk about suicide thats silly'. It kills me. I have absolutely not a single person who cares abuot me anymore. I don't want to force relationships and go out to meet random people. Im 30 now..
Every 5 seconds or so it's like my brain just refreshes to the singular thought 'wow i'm actually here, this is weird. i feel weird'. I've always got myself through situations, ive always been quite proud of myself. But i feel like i've lost all that strength. Its just gone. I don;t know if things will ever return to normal again. All i know is that its taking all of my strength just to get out of bed and walk/talk etc.
I can;t walk down the road, everything is totally weird. I just stop and stare at things. I went out for a few days with Mitchell and his gf but just felt out of it all the time. Even when someone is talking to me i'm zoned out in my head. Mostly missing what's said to me.
I'm sure nobody will want to sit though and read about my silly life. But if anyone does, Thank you! I really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart.
All I have to give is love. I feel like all I do is help people and care about people, without anyone to do the same for me. I'm just terrified of being lonely forever. In my head I will end my life before that happens. I may have over shared, I just wanted to give the Whole story so to speak. Even though I missed a lot out.. While writing I don't feel the 'zoned out' feeling. But as soon as I stop it hits me like a car. I look forward to hearing your opinion. If you;re someone going through something similar, my love and time are yours! Thanks and sorry guys! Please share your opinion, Feel free to say im being stupid - most do.
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2020.08.03 22:36 jenglish205 Sorry if its too long. Sort of a HailMary post. Not looking for sympathy. Im probably being silly.

Im John. I live in Exmouth Devon.
This is sort of a reach, posting on Reddit. I thought perhaps someone may be able to help. Who knows!?
I am completely on my own. No friends or family. Nobody that cares at all, or would notice me vanish.
My mum tried to kill herself several times when I was a kid. She'd call me while i was staying with my dad and describe how she was being beaten by her then husband. I was severely bullied in school, ate lunch in the toilets almost everyday. Was constantly scared. Moved home so many times, each time losing all contact with any friends. Ended up moving to America at 15 with my Dad and his wife. For the first time ever I had friends and an awesome life. All the time planning on one day avenging my Mom and what happened to her.
~I would occasionally have these 'weird' moments where i would say to myself ''I'm actually here right now''. I would then get the most weird out of mind feeling that i was a forign object and was totally out of place. But would 'zone' back in within minutes and would all be forgotten. My first year in america was crazy. I won't go into too much detail, but i was expelled from military school. Got into trouble with the law and had to spend 2 months in a juvenile detention facility. So my dad moved us to another state. I lost my girlfriend, and a friend I was so close to. I considered my brother. I had to go to 'Alternative school' for a whole year. This is a school for criminals to go to before reentering public school systems. For the record, my crime was vandalism.
I met a new girl and 2 new close friends. For 2 years I have what I describe to be the best time of my life. My mind is constantly in the moment, with no career for what I was causing my parents. I stopped coming home and started to live moment by moment. Id lie to stay at friends houses, sometimes even attributing it to my Dad and Stepmom. (i loved my dad more than life but never showed him) At this point my parents think i hate them and are getting increasingly pissed off with me) But all i could think about was picking up my girlfriend and just letting things move along. Every day was crazy. We were a very close unit. I had my whole life planned out with this group of friends.
I ended up getting into more trouble. This time a bit more serious. But my mind just blocked out the world constantly and all I thought about was my girlfriend and friends. It was all about keeping the happiness flowing constantly. We had dated for 3 years and I took my gf to a lovely spot and proposed to her. She said Yes:D 24 hours later I'm on a plane back to the UK never to return. That was the end of that chapter of my life. I would never see or talk to any of those friends or love again. So all of a sudden I'm back in England. My mum is picking me up from the airport and introducing me to her new bf. I thought this is my time to be there for my mum and never let anything happen to her.
3 weeks later her bf made her decide between me and him. She picked the boyfriend. He couldn't deal with me crying everyday and missing america. I moved into my nans caravan. My dad tells me I will be back in America in 2 years. Just to work hard and stay out of trouble until then. I thought wow, this is great!
I started to 'hang out' with a neighbour and his friends. Smoking a lot of weed. I started drinking and partying alot. I just could not be in silence or on my own. I constantly had to be with friends. It felt good.
Well I told my nan 'I wish you would hurry up and die'. At the time she was an alcoholic and would throw ashtrays at me. I loved her though, more than words could describe. Alas, I got kicked out and had to move into a flat share with a total stranger.
I lost all contact with my mum and nan. My mum refused to see me due to her bf. Even after accidentally cutting myself and needing stitches, she didn't care.
So in the flatshare I'm in now, I start to talk to my Dad more, who is still in America. He wants me to join the merchant navy and sets up interviews in Glasgow and Isle of Mann. So I travelled to these on my own and handled them. I got accepted but didn't join as I hate the Sea and had no wish to join. Besides, I was told I'd be home soon (back in America).
I didn't get along with the landlady's son. I had lent him money to get to work and he didn't want to pay me back. He had a grudge against me as I was living with his mom and sleeping in his old room. I just wanted to help, but needed the money back. So we had a non physical argument. I came home later that day to see all my belongings on the side of a main road.It was very stressful. Luckily at the time I had made a good friend named 'Mitchell' who helped me move my belongings via taxi to his moms house.
Mitchells Mum kindly allowed me to sleep on his living room floor for a couple of months. During this time I was looking for work and somewhere to live. My mum actually lived on the same road. I walked to her house and knocked on the door. She came out and I asked if I could move in for a few weeks. She gave me a pillow and sent me on my way.
I finally found somewhere to live. A house share with 4 rooms. The first few months were horrible. I hated living on my own. In the back of my mind I was just here waiting until I could go back to my true home in America. So i didn't commit to any sort of future. I didn't work on anything. I was relying on benefits and money from my Dad. I would literally just wait for the days my friend Mitchel could come over. Sometimes having to bribe him to stay longer. Yes I was very lame. The next year was a bit better. I made friends with someone in the house share. He was 10 years older than me, but very cool and relatable. I started drinking everyday. Sometimes from when I wake up.
During this time I was lucky enough to meet a girl. A very special girl. We became best friends overnight. Doing everything together. I took her to see plays in London. She was super smart and planning to go to university.
Anyway I started selling weed to get off benefits. This lead to one day waking up to a loud bang. My housemate's door was kicked in. At this time this was Mitchell, the good friend I spoke about earlier. I picked up a weight and opened my door. It was 2 guys. Both known for knife crime and stabbings. They took all my belongings and threatened to come back for the rest. For the next few nights they were huge gangs of people downstairs waiting for the door to open. It was scary. I still went out with my girlfriend but would have to be very careful. It got worse and I ended back at Mitchells Moms house living on the living room floor.
Back on the floor, I started an online Legal business. Selling wristbands and t shirts. I signed off benefits and started to support myself. I found making money very easy. Every single day I'm still thinking about America and my friends and family there. Still I carry on.
My best friend in America passed away, I found out on Facebook. This was a HUGE blow. I loved him. Anyway I carried on.
I decided to help Mitchell make money too. So offered him to partner with me. I just had to teach him to want to make money etc. Something I could never achieve.
My girlfriend moved to Exeter and I followed with Mitchell, moving into our own flat in Exmouth. The last chapter was behind me. I had a girlfriend, a best friend i lived with and a future to look forward to. I helped Mitchell for the first few years with bills and rent. He could never really get into business, I kept on making money though. I didn't mind as he was a brother to me at this point. I'd have taken him with me to the ends of the earth, regardless of my gf.
Well my girlfriend's parents gave her an ultimatum. Break up with me or have tuition pulled. So she came over to mine one day, slept with me and left. I haven't seen or spoke to her since. One day we were madly in love, the next she is gone for good.
I struggled for about a year to get over it. It was horrible.
I managed to get Mitchell a job and things turned into an 8 year long daily routine.
Wake up around 3pm. Do work on my online business. Wait for Mitchell to get off work. Watch tv go to sleep. REPEAT.
We did everything together. We planned to move abroad. As i have always seen England as just a stop off. I would have taken him to the end of the world with me.
I start to create a way for my mind to ignore deeply distressing issues. Id simply build a box in my mind and anything I didn't want to think about would be placed inside.
I still believe I'd go home one day. Mitchell would come with me!
I was very depressed the whole time. I started to talk to my Gp about it. But wouldn't progress further than being told to get out more.
After about 7 years, I decided I should call my Dad. He pretended not to know me. I blocked this out. But it killed me. I worship my dad, he just doesn't know it. I don't allow anyone to talk poorly about him etc
But i keep my head down and stick to the routine.
Me and Mitchell make the plan to move to Spain. Start a new life. Run a business together..
I got a dog. His name is Khan. I love him to bits. He helps me to leave the flat every day.
At this point i'm about 28. My only social interactions are going to the shops and seeing other dog walkers. Mitchell is my only friend, the only person I trust. I have no one else. My family have disowned me at this point. They just don't care at all.
It's starting to sink in that I won't be returning home to America ever. Depression gets worse. But i cope and stick to the routine.
All i'm trying to do the whole time is set Mitchell up to make loads of money on his own online business. Which i actually presented him with business' he could take over and make money from straight away. None of which he cares about.
Mitchell meets a girl. All of a sudden the ROUTINE is broken. No longer am I at home waiting for him to get off work. I see him about 2 days a week, even on those it's mostly passing decorum. Loneliness really starts to hit me, to the point I'm crying every day, without telling anyone. Mitchell tells me that now he has met someone i need to sort myself out as he's moving away from her regardless of me and what i've done for him. I understand that's totally normal,m but I'm facing a true disconnection from the world.
All plans are out the window for the future and my days become a fight to get to the end and go to bed. I keep my mind busy by gaming and working every day all day long.
Im now 30. I don't really have a friendship with Mitchell anymore and he's planning to move out soon. He told me I will get over it. I'm now in a black hole sinking fast.
3 months ago something happened with my eyes while watching tv, I had great pain trying to move them and couldn't stay focused on anything. I had a constant numb head and didn't know what was going on. Life all of a sudden became a thing about my eyes 24-7. Nothing felt right. Nothing looked right. Everything hurt my eyes.
I went to AandE 3 days in a row trying to get help. It was very stressful. I had a molar tooth removed as I thought that may be causing it. I went to an optician, an eye doctor and a chiropractor. Even had a CT scan. Nothing helped. Each day i'm believing something else is wrong with me. From brain tumor to eye strain. Even believing it's all just iin my head. This whole time it's all ive thought about.
In the last couple of weeks, I'm not sure when exactly I've disconnected myself from reality. It seems it could be derealisation, not positive as i'm no doctor. Which lead me to this subreddit. Reading through everyone's experiences. I decided I'd post mine.
It started with looking out the window. Nothing seemed 'right' Like something was wrong with my vision. My Thoughts seem fine. Depressive, but that's just normal.
It got worse a few days ago. I woke up and stood in my living room staring at a wall for hours, while deep in thought. 'Zoned out'.
I found myself completely zoning out while doing all tasks and losing myself. Everytime i start to think about reality it seems off. Something is really wrong. I feel like I'm dreaming, or looking through someone's else's eyes.
The only time i feel normal is when reading, watching tv or scrolling on my phone. I can't eat, shop, walk or do anything without feeling this anymore. It's taken over 1000% of my life. Even brushing my teeth I feel like I'm not there. It's like I'm in a permanent 'zone out'. It's made me consider killing myself, which i've done many times but never so seriously. Which leads me here, sort of like a last stand. Maybe someone can relate and talk to me. Maybe someone can offer some words of advice. I'm not too sure.
All I know is that In a few months I'm living on my own and will have 0 people in this world I'm connected to. I'm TERRIFIED. On top of that realisation i have to contend with the derealisation thing i'm going through. It makes it an even more scary concept to be living on my own. I'm worried I will feel like this for the rest of my life. Which also leads me to thoughts of suicide. Nobody cares at all. I mean you get the small talk, 'feel better bro' 'Dont talk about suicide thats silly'. It kills me. I have absolutely not a single person who cares abuot me anymore. I don't want to force relationships and go out to meet random people. Im 30 now..
Every 5 seconds or so it's like my brain just refreshes to the singular thought 'wow i'm actually here, this is weird. i feel weird'. I've always got myself through situations, ive always been quite proud of myself. But i feel like i've lost all that strength. Its just gone. I don;t know if things will ever return to normal again. All i know is that its taking all of my strength just to get out of bed and walk/talk etc.
I can;t walk down the road, everything is totally weird. I just stop and stare at things. I went out for a few days with Mitchell and his gf but just felt out of it all the time. Even when someone is talking to me i'm zoned out in my head. Mostly missing what's said to me.
I'm sure nobody will want to sit though and read about my silly life. But if anyone does, Thank you! I really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart.
All I have to give is love. I feel like all I do is help people and care about people, without anyone to do the same for me. I'm just terrified of being lonely forever. In my head I will end my life before that happens. I may have over shared, I just wanted to give the Whole story so to speak. Even though I missed a lot out.. While writing I don't feel the 'zoned out' feeling. But as soon as I stop it hits me like a car. I look forward to hearing your opinion. If you;re someone going through something similar, my love and time are yours! Thanks and sorry guys! Please share your opinion, Feel free to say im being stupid - most do.
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2020.08.03 22:34 jenglish205 Sorry for very long post. Thank you for reading. Sort of a HailMary.

Im John. I live in Exmouth Devon.
This is sort of a reach, posting on Reddit. I thought perhaps someone may be able to help. Who knows!?
I am completely on my own. No friends or family. Nobody that cares at all, or would notice me vanish.
My mum tried to kill herself several times when I was a kid. She'd call me while i was staying with my dad and describe how she was being beaten by her then husband. I was severely bullied in school, ate lunch in the toilets almost everyday. Was constantly scared. Moved home so many times, each time losing all contact with any friends. Ended up moving to America at 15 with my Dad and his wife. For the first time ever I had friends and an awesome life. All the time planning on one day avenging my Mom and what happened to her.
~I would occasionally have these 'weird' moments where i would say to myself ''I'm actually here right now''. I would then get the most weird out of mind feeling that i was a forign object and was totally out of place. But would 'zone' back in within minutes and would all be forgotten. My first year in america was crazy. I won't go into too much detail, but i was expelled from military school. Got into trouble with the law and had to spend 2 months in a juvenile detention facility. So my dad moved us to another state. I lost my girlfriend, and a friend I was so close to. I considered my brother. I had to go to 'Alternative school' for a whole year. This is a school for criminals to go to before reentering public school systems. For the record, my crime was vandalism.
I met a new girl and 2 new close friends. For 2 years I have what I describe to be the best time of my life. My mind is constantly in the moment, with no career for what I was causing my parents. I stopped coming home and started to live moment by moment. Id lie to stay at friends houses, sometimes even attributing it to my Dad and Stepmom. (i loved my dad more than life but never showed him) At this point my parents think i hate them and are getting increasingly pissed off with me) But all i could think about was picking up my girlfriend and just letting things move along. Every day was crazy. We were a very close unit. I had my whole life planned out with this group of friends.
I ended up getting into more trouble. This time a bit more serious. But my mind just blocked out the world constantly and all I thought about was my girlfriend and friends. It was all about keeping the happiness flowing constantly. We had dated for 3 years and I took my gf to a lovely spot and proposed to her. She said Yes:D 24 hours later I'm on a plane back to the UK never to return. That was the end of that chapter of my life. I would never see or talk to any of those friends or love again. So all of a sudden I'm back in England. My mum is picking me up from the airport and introducing me to her new bf. I thought this is my time to be there for my mum and never let anything happen to her.
3 weeks later her bf made her decide between me and him. She picked the boyfriend. He couldn't deal with me crying everyday and missing america. I moved into my nans caravan. My dad tells me I will be back in America in 2 years. Just to work hard and stay out of trouble until then. I thought wow, this is great!
I started to 'hang out' with a neighbour and his friends. Smoking a lot of weed. I started drinking and partying alot. I just could not be in silence or on my own. I constantly had to be with friends. It felt good.
Well I told my nan 'I wish you would hurry up and die'. At the time she was an alcoholic and would throw ashtrays at me. I loved her though, more than words could describe. Alas, I got kicked out and had to move into a flat share with a total stranger.
I lost all contact with my mum and nan. My mum refused to see me due to her bf. Even after accidentally cutting myself and needing stitches, she didn't care.
So in the flatshare I'm in now, I start to talk to my Dad more, who is still in America. He wants me to join the merchant navy and sets up interviews in Glasgow and Isle of Mann. So I travelled to these on my own and handled them. I got accepted but didn't join as I hate the Sea and had no wish to join. Besides, I was told I'd be home soon (back in America).
I didn't get along with the landlady's son. I had lent him money to get to work and he didn't want to pay me back. He had a grudge against me as I was living with his mom and sleeping in his old room. I just wanted to help, but needed the money back. So we had a non physical argument. I came home later that day to see all my belongings on the side of a main road.It was very stressful. Luckily at the time I had made a good friend named 'Mitchell' who helped me move my belongings via taxi to his moms house.
Mitchells Mum kindly allowed me to sleep on his living room floor for a couple of months. During this time I was looking for work and somewhere to live. My mum actually lived on the same road. I walked to her house and knocked on the door. She came out and I asked if I could move in for a few weeks. She gave me a pillow and sent me on my way.
I finally found somewhere to live. A house share with 4 rooms. The first few months were horrible. I hated living on my own. In the back of my mind I was just here waiting until I could go back to my true home in America. So i didn't commit to any sort of future. I didn't work on anything. I was relying on benefits and money from my Dad. I would literally just wait for the days my friend Mitchel could come over. Sometimes having to bribe him to stay longer. Yes I was very lame. The next year was a bit better. I made friends with someone in the house share. He was 10 years older than me, but very cool and relatable. I started drinking everyday. Sometimes from when I wake up.
During this time I was lucky enough to meet a girl. A very special girl. We became best friends overnight. Doing everything together. I took her to see plays in London. She was super smart and planning to go to university.
Anyway I started selling weed to get off benefits. This lead to one day waking up to a loud bang. My housemate's door was kicked in. At this time this was Mitchell, the good friend I spoke about earlier. I picked up a weight and opened my door. It was 2 guys. Both known for knife crime and stabbings. They took all my belongings and threatened to come back for the rest. For the next few nights they were huge gangs of people downstairs waiting for the door to open. It was scary. I still went out with my girlfriend but would have to be very careful. It got worse and I ended back at Mitchells Moms house living on the living room floor.
Back on the floor, I started an online Legal business. Selling wristbands and t shirts. I signed off benefits and started to support myself. I found making money very easy. Every single day I'm still thinking about America and my friends and family there. Still I carry on.
My best friend in America passed away, I found out on Facebook. This was a HUGE blow. I loved him. Anyway I carried on.
I decided to help Mitchell make money too. So offered him to partner with me. I just had to teach him to want to make money etc. Something I could never achieve.
My girlfriend moved to Exeter and I followed with Mitchell, moving into our own flat in Exmouth. The last chapter was behind me. I had a girlfriend, a best friend i lived with and a future to look forward to. I helped Mitchell for the first few years with bills and rent. He could never really get into business, I kept on making money though. I didn't mind as he was a brother to me at this point. I'd have taken him with me to the ends of the earth, regardless of my gf.
Well my girlfriend's parents gave her an ultimatum. Break up with me or have tuition pulled. So she came over to mine one day, slept with me and left. I haven't seen or spoke to her since. One day we were madly in love, the next she is gone for good.
I struggled for about a year to get over it. It was horrible.
I managed to get Mitchell a job and things turned into an 8 year long daily routine.
Wake up around 3pm. Do work on my online business. Wait for Mitchell to get off work. Watch tv go to sleep. REPEAT.
We did everything together. We planned to move abroad. As i have always seen England as just a stop off. I would have taken him to the end of the world with me.
I start to create a way for my mind to ignore deeply distressing issues. Id simply build a box in my mind and anything I didn't want to think about would be placed inside.
I still believe I'd go home one day. Mitchell would come with me!
I was very depressed the whole time. I started to talk to my Gp about it. But wouldn't progress further than being told to get out more.
After about 7 years, I decided I should call my Dad. He pretended not to know me. I blocked this out. But it killed me. I worship my dad, he just doesn't know it. I don't allow anyone to talk poorly about him etc
But i keep my head down and stick to the routine.
Me and Mitchell make the plan to move to Spain. Start a new life. Run a business together..
I got a dog. His name is Khan. I love him to bits. He helps me to leave the flat every day.
At this point i'm about 28. My only social interactions are going to the shops and seeing other dog walkers. Mitchell is my only friend, the only person I trust. I have no one else. My family have disowned me at this point. They just don't care at all.
It's starting to sink in that I won't be returning home to America ever. Depression gets worse. But i cope and stick to the routine.
All i'm trying to do the whole time is set Mitchell up to make loads of money on his own online business. Which i actually presented him with business' he could take over and make money from straight away. None of which he cares about.
Mitchell meets a girl. All of a sudden the ROUTINE is broken. No longer am I at home waiting for him to get off work. I see him about 2 days a week, even on those it's mostly passing decorum. Loneliness really starts to hit me, to the point I'm crying every day, without telling anyone. Mitchell tells me that now he has met someone i need to sort myself out as he's moving away from her regardless of me and what i've done for him. I understand that's totally normal,m but I'm facing a true disconnection from the world.
All plans are out the window for the future and my days become a fight to get to the end and go to bed. I keep my mind busy by gaming and working every day all day long.
Im now 30. I don't really have a friendship with Mitchell anymore and he's planning to move out soon. He told me I will get over it. I'm now in a black hole sinking fast.
3 months ago something happened with my eyes while watching tv, I had great pain trying to move them and couldn't stay focused on anything. I had a constant numb head and didn't know what was going on. Life all of a sudden became a thing about my eyes 24-7. Nothing felt right. Nothing looked right. Everything hurt my eyes.
I went to AandE 3 days in a row trying to get help. It was very stressful. I had a molar tooth removed as I thought that may be causing it. I went to an optician, an eye doctor and a chiropractor. Even had a CT scan. Nothing helped. Each day i'm believing something else is wrong with me. From brain tumor to eye strain. Even believing it's all just iin my head. This whole time it's all ive thought about.
In the last couple of weeks, I'm not sure when exactly I've disconnected myself from reality. It seems it could be derealisation, not positive as i'm no doctor. Which lead me to this subreddit. Reading through everyone's experiences. I decided I'd post mine.
It started with looking out the window. Nothing seemed 'right' Like something was wrong with my vision. My Thoughts seem fine. Depressive, but that's just normal.
It got worse a few days ago. I woke up and stood in my living room staring at a wall for hours, while deep in thought. 'Zoned out'.
I found myself completely zoning out while doing all tasks and losing myself. Everytime i start to think about reality it seems off. Something is really wrong. I feel like I'm dreaming, or looking through someone's else's eyes.
The only time i feel normal is when reading, watching tv or scrolling on my phone. I can't eat, shop, walk or do anything without feeling this anymore. It's taken over 1000% of my life. Even brushing my teeth I feel like I'm not there. It's like I'm in a permanent 'zone out'. It's made me consider killing myself, which i've done many times but never so seriously. Which leads me here, sort of like a last stand. Maybe someone can relate and talk to me. Maybe someone can offer some words of advice. I'm not too sure.
All I know is that In a few months I'm living on my own and will have 0 people in this world I'm connected to. I'm TERRIFIED. On top of that realisation i have to contend with the derealisation thing i'm going through. It makes it an even more scary concept to be living on my own. I'm worried I will feel like this for the rest of my life. Which also leads me to thoughts of suicide. Nobody cares at all. I mean you get the small talk, 'feel better bro' 'Dont talk about suicide thats silly'. It kills me. I have absolutely not a single person who cares abuot me anymore. I don't want to force relationships and go out to meet random people. Im 30 now..
Every 5 seconds or so it's like my brain just refreshes to the singular thought 'wow i'm actually here, this is weird. i feel weird'. I've always got myself through situations, ive always been quite proud of myself. But i feel like i've lost all that strength. Its just gone. I don;t know if things will ever return to normal again. All i know is that its taking all of my strength just to get out of bed and walk/talk etc.
I can;t walk down the road, everything is totally weird. I just stop and stare at things. I went out for a few days with Mitchell and his gf but just felt out of it all the time. Even when someone is talking to me i'm zoned out in my head. Mostly missing what's said to me.
I'm sure nobody will want to sit though and read about my silly life. But if anyone does, Thank you! I really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart.
All I have to give is love. I feel like all I do is help people and care about people, without anyone to do the same for me. I'm just terrified of being lonely forever. In my head I will end my life before that happens. I may have over shared, I just wanted to give the Whole story so to speak. Even though I missed a lot out.. While writing I don't feel the 'zoned out' feeling. But as soon as I stop it hits me like a car. I look forward to hearing your opinion. If you;re someone going through something similar, my love and time are yours! Thanks and sorry guys! Please share your opinion, Feel free to say im being stupid - most do.
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2020.08.03 22:33 jenglish205 Think i may have derealisation. Just want anyones opinion. Sorry if too long.

Im John. I live in Exmouth Devon.
This is sort of a reach, posting on Reddit. I thought perhaps someone may be able to help. Who knows!?
I am completely on my own. No friends or family. Nobody that cares at all, or would notice me vanish.
My mum tried to kill herself several times when I was a kid. She'd call me while i was staying with my dad and describe how she was being beaten by her then husband. I was severely bullied in school, ate lunch in the toilets almost everyday. Was constantly scared. Moved home so many times, each time losing all contact with any friends. Ended up moving to America at 15 with my Dad and his wife. For the first time ever I had friends and an awesome life. All the time planning on one day avenging my Mom and what happened to her.
~I would occasionally have these 'weird' moments where i would say to myself ''I'm actually here right now''. I would then get the most weird out of mind feeling that i was a forign object and was totally out of place. But would 'zone' back in within minutes and would all be forgotten. My first year in america was crazy. I won't go into too much detail, but i was expelled from military school. Got into trouble with the law and had to spend 2 months in a juvenile detention facility. So my dad moved us to another state. I lost my girlfriend, and a friend I was so close to. I considered my brother. I had to go to 'Alternative school' for a whole year. This is a school for criminals to go to before reentering public school systems. For the record, my crime was vandalism.
I met a new girl and 2 new close friends. For 2 years I have what I describe to be the best time of my life. My mind is constantly in the moment, with no career for what I was causing my parents. I stopped coming home and started to live moment by moment. Id lie to stay at friends houses, sometimes even attributing it to my Dad and Stepmom. (i loved my dad more than life but never showed him) At this point my parents think i hate them and are getting increasingly pissed off with me) But all i could think about was picking up my girlfriend and just letting things move along. Every day was crazy. We were a very close unit. I had my whole life planned out with this group of friends.
I ended up getting into more trouble. This time a bit more serious. But my mind just blocked out the world constantly and all I thought about was my girlfriend and friends. It was all about keeping the happiness flowing constantly. We had dated for 3 years and I took my gf to a lovely spot and proposed to her. She said Yes:D 24 hours later I'm on a plane back to the UK never to return. That was the end of that chapter of my life. I would never see or talk to any of those friends or love again. So all of a sudden I'm back in England. My mum is picking me up from the airport and introducing me to her new bf. I thought this is my time to be there for my mum and never let anything happen to her.
3 weeks later her bf made her decide between me and him. She picked the boyfriend. He couldn't deal with me crying everyday and missing america. I moved into my nans caravan. My dad tells me I will be back in America in 2 years. Just to work hard and stay out of trouble until then. I thought wow, this is great!
I started to 'hang out' with a neighbour and his friends. Smoking a lot of weed. I started drinking and partying alot. I just could not be in silence or on my own. I constantly had to be with friends. It felt good.
Well I told my nan 'I wish you would hurry up and die'. At the time she was an alcoholic and would throw ashtrays at me. I loved her though, more than words could describe. Alas, I got kicked out and had to move into a flat share with a total stranger.
I lost all contact with my mum and nan. My mum refused to see me due to her bf. Even after accidentally cutting myself and needing stitches, she didn't care.
So in the flatshare I'm in now, I start to talk to my Dad more, who is still in America. He wants me to join the merchant navy and sets up interviews in Glasgow and Isle of Mann. So I travelled to these on my own and handled them. I got accepted but didn't join as I hate the Sea and had no wish to join. Besides, I was told I'd be home soon (back in America).
I didn't get along with the landlady's son. I had lent him money to get to work and he didn't want to pay me back. He had a grudge against me as I was living with his mom and sleeping in his old room. I just wanted to help, but needed the money back. So we had a non physical argument. I came home later that day to see all my belongings on the side of a main road.It was very stressful. Luckily at the time I had made a good friend named 'Mitchell' who helped me move my belongings via taxi to his moms house.
Mitchells Mum kindly allowed me to sleep on his living room floor for a couple of months. During this time I was looking for work and somewhere to live. My mum actually lived on the same road. I walked to her house and knocked on the door. She came out and I asked if I could move in for a few weeks. She gave me a pillow and sent me on my way.
I finally found somewhere to live. A house share with 4 rooms. The first few months were horrible. I hated living on my own. In the back of my mind I was just here waiting until I could go back to my true home in America. So i didn't commit to any sort of future. I didn't work on anything. I was relying on benefits and money from my Dad. I would literally just wait for the days my friend Mitchel could come over. Sometimes having to bribe him to stay longer. Yes I was very lame. The next year was a bit better. I made friends with someone in the house share. He was 10 years older than me, but very cool and relatable. I started drinking everyday. Sometimes from when I wake up.
During this time I was lucky enough to meet a girl. A very special girl. We became best friends overnight. Doing everything together. I took her to see plays in London. She was super smart and planning to go to university.
Anyway I started selling weed to get off benefits. This lead to one day waking up to a loud bang. My housemate's door was kicked in. At this time this was Mitchell, the good friend I spoke about earlier. I picked up a weight and opened my door. It was 2 guys. Both known for knife crime and stabbings. They took all my belongings and threatened to come back for the rest. For the next few nights they were huge gangs of people downstairs waiting for the door to open. It was scary. I still went out with my girlfriend but would have to be very careful. It got worse and I ended back at Mitchells Moms house living on the living room floor.
Back on the floor, I started an online Legal business. Selling wristbands and t shirts. I signed off benefits and started to support myself. I found making money very easy. Every single day I'm still thinking about America and my friends and family there. Still I carry on.
My best friend in America passed away, I found out on Facebook. This was a HUGE blow. I loved him. Anyway I carried on.
I decided to help Mitchell make money too. So offered him to partner with me. I just had to teach him to want to make money etc. Something I could never achieve.
My girlfriend moved to Exeter and I followed with Mitchell, moving into our own flat in Exmouth. The last chapter was behind me. I had a girlfriend, a best friend i lived with and a future to look forward to. I helped Mitchell for the first few years with bills and rent. He could never really get into business, I kept on making money though. I didn't mind as he was a brother to me at this point. I'd have taken him with me to the ends of the earth, regardless of my gf.
Well my girlfriend's parents gave her an ultimatum. Break up with me or have tuition pulled. So she came over to mine one day, slept with me and left. I haven't seen or spoke to her since. One day we were madly in love, the next she is gone for good.
I struggled for about a year to get over it. It was horrible.
I managed to get Mitchell a job and things turned into an 8 year long daily routine.
Wake up around 3pm. Do work on my online business. Wait for Mitchell to get off work. Watch tv go to sleep. REPEAT.
We did everything together. We planned to move abroad. As i have always seen England as just a stop off. I would have taken him to the end of the world with me.
I start to create a way for my mind to ignore deeply distressing issues. Id simply build a box in my mind and anything I didn't want to think about would be placed inside.
I still believe I'd go home one day. Mitchell would come with me!
I was very depressed the whole time. I started to talk to my Gp about it. But wouldn't progress further than being told to get out more.
After about 7 years, I decided I should call my Dad. He pretended not to know me. I blocked this out. But it killed me. I worship my dad, he just doesn't know it. I don't allow anyone to talk poorly about him etc
But i keep my head down and stick to the routine.
Me and Mitchell make the plan to move to Spain. Start a new life. Run a business together..
I got a dog. His name is Khan. I love him to bits. He helps me to leave the flat every day.
At this point i'm about 28. My only social interactions are going to the shops and seeing other dog walkers. Mitchell is my only friend, the only person I trust. I have no one else. My family have disowned me at this point. They just don't care at all.
It's starting to sink in that I won't be returning home to America ever. Depression gets worse. But i cope and stick to the routine.
All i'm trying to do the whole time is set Mitchell up to make loads of money on his own online business. Which i actually presented him with business' he could take over and make money from straight away. None of which he cares about.
Mitchell meets a girl. All of a sudden the ROUTINE is broken. No longer am I at home waiting for him to get off work. I see him about 2 days a week, even on those it's mostly passing decorum. Loneliness really starts to hit me, to the point I'm crying every day, without telling anyone. Mitchell tells me that now he has met someone i need to sort myself out as he's moving away from her regardless of me and what i've done for him. I understand that's totally normal,m but I'm facing a true disconnection from the world.
All plans are out the window for the future and my days become a fight to get to the end and go to bed. I keep my mind busy by gaming and working every day all day long.
Im now 30. I don't really have a friendship with Mitchell anymore and he's planning to move out soon. He told me I will get over it. I'm now in a black hole sinking fast.
3 months ago something happened with my eyes while watching tv, I had great pain trying to move them and couldn't stay focused on anything. I had a constant numb head and didn't know what was going on. Life all of a sudden became a thing about my eyes 24-7. Nothing felt right. Nothing looked right. Everything hurt my eyes.
I went to AandE 3 days in a row trying to get help. It was very stressful. I had a molar tooth removed as I thought that may be causing it. I went to an optician, an eye doctor and a chiropractor. Even had a CT scan. Nothing helped. Each day i'm believing something else is wrong with me. From brain tumor to eye strain. Even believing it's all just iin my head. This whole time it's all ive thought about.
In the last couple of weeks, I'm not sure when exactly I've disconnected myself from reality. It seems it could be derealisation, not positive as i'm no doctor. Which lead me to this subreddit. Reading through everyone's experiences. I decided I'd post mine.
It started with looking out the window. Nothing seemed 'right' Like something was wrong with my vision. My Thoughts seem fine. Depressive, but that's just normal.
It got worse a few days ago. I woke up and stood in my living room staring at a wall for hours, while deep in thought. 'Zoned out'.
I found myself completely zoning out while doing all tasks and losing myself. Everytime i start to think about reality it seems off. Something is really wrong. I feel like I'm dreaming, or looking through someone's else's eyes.
The only time i feel normal is when reading, watching tv or scrolling on my phone. I can't eat, shop, walk or do anything without feeling this anymore. It's taken over 1000% of my life. Even brushing my teeth I feel like I'm not there. It's like I'm in a permanent 'zone out'. It's made me consider killing myself, which i've done many times but never so seriously. Which leads me here, sort of like a last stand. Maybe someone can relate and talk to me. Maybe someone can offer some words of advice. I'm not too sure.
All I know is that In a few months I'm living on my own and will have 0 people in this world I'm connected to. I'm TERRIFIED. On top of that realisation i have to contend with the derealisation thing i'm going through. It makes it an even more scary concept to be living on my own. I'm worried I will feel like this for the rest of my life. Which also leads me to thoughts of suicide. Nobody cares at all. I mean you get the small talk, 'feel better bro' 'Dont talk about suicide thats silly'. It kills me. I have absolutely not a single person who cares abuot me anymore. I don't want to force relationships and go out to meet random people. Im 30 now..
Every 5 seconds or so it's like my brain just refreshes to the singular thought 'wow i'm actually here, this is weird. i feel weird'. I've always got myself through situations, ive always been quite proud of myself. But i feel like i've lost all that strength. Its just gone. I don;t know if things will ever return to normal again. All i know is that its taking all of my strength just to get out of bed and walk/talk etc.
I can;t walk down the road, everything is totally weird. I just stop and stare at things. I went out for a few days with Mitchell and his gf but just felt out of it all the time. Even when someone is talking to me i'm zoned out in my head. Mostly missing what's said to me.
I'm sure nobody will want to sit though and read about my silly life. But if anyone does, Thank you! I really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart.
All I have to give is love. I feel like all I do is help people and care about people, without anyone to do the same for me. I'm just terrified of being lonely forever. In my head I will end my life before that happens. I may have over shared, I just wanted to give the Whole story so to speak. Even though I missed a lot out.. While writing I don't feel the 'zoned out' feeling. But as soon as I stop it hits me like a car. I look forward to hearing your opinion. If you;re someone going through something similar, my love and time are yours! Thanks and sorry guys! Please share your opinion, Feel free to say im being stupid - most do.
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2020.07.17 18:16 _c9s_ Areas without Coronavirus spread (17th July update)

Here's an update to the post I made last week looking at the end of the spectrum we're not talking about so much - where we're not seeing many cases of Coronavirus spreading in the UK.
Orkney and the Western Isles are the only areas that haven't seen any cases in the past month now, with the other areas that were getting close last week mostly having a low number of cases crop up over the week.

Here's a big table of the date of the latest case reported in each local authority/health board, and how many cases they've had in the past two weeks:
Latest reported case Local authority/health board Cases 3 July to 17 Jul
2020-06-15 Orkney 0
2020-06-15 Western Isles 0
2020-06-18 North Devon 0
2020-06-21 Borders 0
2020-06-26 Barrow-in-Furness 0
2020-06-26 Great Yarmouth 0
2020-06-26 West Devon 0
2020-06-27 Torfaen 0
2020-07-01 Mendip 0
2020-07-03 Mid Suffolk 1
2020-07-03 Scarborough 1
2020-07-03 Wyre Forest 1
2020-07-04 Breckland 2
2020-07-04 Stevenage 2
2020-07-05 Forest of Dean 2
2020-07-05 Ryedale 2
2020-07-06 Copeland 4
2020-07-06 Tewkesbury 3
2020-07-07 Caerphilly 6
2020-07-07 Ceredigion 4
2020-07-07 Cotswold 2
2020-07-07 Hastings 1
2020-07-07 Maldon 1
2020-07-07 Mid Ulster -4
2020-07-07 Richmond upon Thames 3
2020-07-08 Cambridge 6
2020-07-08 Harlow 2
2020-07-08 North Hertfordshire 4
2020-07-08 South Norfolk 1
2020-07-08 South Somerset 1
2020-07-09 Adur 3
2020-07-09 Bath and North East Somerset 2
2020-07-09 Blaenau Gwent 4
2020-07-09 Cannock Chase 15
2020-07-09 Gosport 5
2020-07-09 Hart 3
2020-07-09 Isle of Wight 1
2020-07-09 King's Lynn and West Norfolk 1
2020-07-09 Malvern Hills 5
2020-07-09 Melton 8
2020-07-09 Mole Valley 1
2020-07-09 North East Derbyshire 1
2020-07-09 North Lincolnshire 7
2020-07-09 Ribble Valley 7
2020-07-09 Runnymede 7
2020-07-09 Rushmoor 1
2020-07-09 Sedgemoor 4
2020-07-09 South Kesteven 6
2020-07-09 Stratford-on-Avon 8
2020-07-09 Stroud 1
2020-07-09 Tandridge 5
2020-07-09 Torridge 3
2020-07-10 Amber Valley 7
2020-07-10 Bridgend 6
2020-07-10 Chiltern 5
2020-07-10 Dorset 8
2020-07-10 Elmbridge 9
2020-07-10 Halton 6
2020-07-10 Lisburn and Castlereagh 5
2020-07-10 Mid Devon 2
2020-07-10 New Forest 2
2020-07-10 Newport 3
2020-07-10 North Norfolk 1
2020-07-10 North Somerset 4
2020-07-10 South Staffordshire 3
2020-07-10 Southampton 18
2020-07-10 Three Rivers 7
2020-07-10 Winchester 2
2020-07-11 Crawley 8
2020-07-11 Croydon 14
2020-07-11 Dumfries and Galloway 7
2020-07-11 East Hampshire 2
2020-07-11 East Riding of Yorkshire 11
2020-07-11 Highland 2
2020-07-11 Northumberland 9
2020-07-11 Rutland 3
2020-07-11 Tendring 5
2020-07-11 Test Valley 5
2020-07-11 Wokingham 12
2020-07-12 Blackpool 15
2020-07-12 Bromsgrove 4
2020-07-12 Castle Point 8
2020-07-12 Exeter 5
2020-07-12 Harborough 17
2020-07-12 Horsham 5
2020-07-12 Ipswich 6
2020-07-12 Milton Keynes 10
2020-07-12 Newcastle upon Tyne 12
2020-07-12 Rother 8
2020-07-12 Staffordshire Moorlands 6
2020-07-12 Tamworth 6
2020-07-12 Thurrock 13
2020-07-13 Aylesbury Vale 18
2020-07-13 Babergh 1
2020-07-13 Bolsover 2
2020-07-13 Brentwood 9
2020-07-13 Broxtowe 6
2020-07-13 Chorley 3
2020-07-13 Craven 3
2020-07-13 Denbighshire 8
2020-07-13 East Cambridgeshire 1
2020-07-13 East Hertfordshire 4
2020-07-13 Eastleigh 3
2020-07-13 Epping Forest 4
2020-07-13 Fareham 9
2020-07-13 Guildford 4
2020-07-13 Hammersmith and Fulham 8
2020-07-13 Harrogate 11
2020-07-13 Islington 10
2020-07-13 Knowsley 9
2020-07-13 Lancaster 4
2020-07-13 Maidstone 5
2020-07-13 Merthyr Tydfil 5
2020-07-13 Merton 8
2020-07-13 Monmouthshire 3
2020-07-13 North West Leicestershire 15
2020-07-13 Norwich 6
2020-07-13 Pembrokeshire 4
2020-07-13 Plymouth 7
2020-07-13 Reigate and Banstead 5
2020-07-13 Rhondda Cynon Taf 18
2020-07-13 Shropshire 19
2020-07-13 Solihull 20
2020-07-13 Somerset West and Taunton 4
2020-07-13 South Derbyshire 5
2020-07-13 South Lakeland 2
2020-07-13 South Oxfordshire 11
2020-07-13 South Tyneside 7
2020-07-13 Spelthorne 4
2020-07-13 St. Helens 6
2020-07-13 Sunderland 12
2020-07-13 Teignbridge 5
2020-07-13 Tower Hamlets 28
2020-07-13 Tunbridge Wells 19
2020-07-13 Uttlesford 2
2020-07-13 Vale of White Horse 8
2020-07-13 Warwick 3
2020-07-13 Wellingborough 9
2020-07-13 West Oxfordshire 6
2020-07-13 West Suffolk 6
2020-07-13 Westminster 14
2020-07-13 Woking 16
2020-07-13 Worthing 8
2020-07-14 Arun 4
2020-07-14 Ashfield 8
2020-07-14 Ashford 35
2020-07-14 Basingstoke and Deane 3
2020-07-14 Bassetlaw 14
2020-07-14 Bedford 30
2020-07-14 Bexley 20
2020-07-14 Bracknell Forest 6
2020-07-14 Braintree 54
2020-07-14 Carmarthenshire 7
2020-07-14 Central Bedfordshire 28
2020-07-14 Chelmsford 9
2020-07-14 Cheltenham 4
2020-07-14 Cherwell 5
2020-07-14 Chesterfield 9
2020-07-14 Colchester 7
2020-07-14 Conwy 16
2020-07-14 Cornwall 12
2020-07-14 Darlington 4
2020-07-14 Derbyshire Dales 2
2020-07-14 Dover 21
2020-07-14 East Devon 6
2020-07-14 East Suffolk 7
2020-07-14 Enfield 16
2020-07-14 Fenland 14
2020-07-14 Gateshead 9
2020-07-14 Gedling 5
2020-07-14 Gravesham 17
2020-07-14 Hambleton 2
2020-07-14 Havant 3
2020-07-14 Hertsmere 6
2020-07-14 Isle of Anglesey 8
2020-07-14 Kingston upon Thames 9
2020-07-14 Mid Sussex 6
2020-07-14 Newark and Sherwood 7
2020-07-14 North Tyneside 7
2020-07-14 North Warwickshire 3
2020-07-14 Oxford 21
2020-07-14 Portsmouth 9
2020-07-14 Powys 7
2020-07-14 Redcar and Cleveland 4
2020-07-14 Redditch 2
2020-07-14 Richmondshire 2
2020-07-14 Rushcliffe 10
2020-07-14 Selby 6
2020-07-14 Sevenoaks 11
2020-07-14 South Hams 1
2020-07-14 South Ribble 10
2020-07-14 Southend-on-Sea 23
2020-07-14 Southwark 16
2020-07-14 Stafford 9
2020-07-14 Stockton-on-Tees 11
2020-07-14 Stoke-on-Trent 39
2020-07-14 Sutton 12
2020-07-14 Swale 10
2020-07-14 Vale of Glamorgan 11
2020-07-14 Wealden 16
2020-07-14 West Berkshire 6
2020-07-14 Wiltshire 18
2020-07-14 Wirral 22
2020-07-14 York 11
2020-07-15 Allerdale 4
2020-07-15 Ards and North Down 0
2020-07-15 Armagh City, Banbridge and Craigavon -2
2020-07-15 Barking and Dagenham 10
2020-07-15 Barnet 34
2020-07-15 Barnsley 45
2020-07-15 Basildon 24
2020-07-15 Boston 2
2020-07-15 Bournemouth Christchurch and Poole 11
2020-07-15 Brent 20
2020-07-15 Brighton and Hove 14
2020-07-15 Bristol City of 15
2020-07-15 Bromley 12
2020-07-15 Camden 8
2020-07-15 Canterbury 22
2020-07-15 Cardiff 14
2020-07-15 Carlisle 38
2020-07-15 Charnwood 33
2020-07-15 Cheshire West and Chester 57
2020-07-15 Chichester 4
2020-07-15 Corby 11
2020-07-15 Dacorum 15
2020-07-15 Dartford 28
2020-07-15 Daventry 8
2020-07-15 Derby 35
2020-07-15 Doncaster 49
2020-07-15 Dudley 13
2020-07-15 Ealing 19
2020-07-15 East Lindsey 8
2020-07-15 East Northamptonshire 21
2020-07-15 East Staffordshire 43
2020-07-15 Eastbourne 32
2020-07-15 Epsom and Ewell 7
2020-07-15 Erewash 6
2020-07-15 Flintshire 19
2020-07-15 Folkestone and Hythe 19
2020-07-15 Fylde 15
2020-07-15 Gloucester 4
2020-07-15 Greenwich 14
2020-07-15 Gwynedd 14
2020-07-15 Hackney 47
2020-07-15 Haringey 23
2020-07-15 Harrow 22
2020-07-15 Hartlepool 3
2020-07-15 Herefordshire County of 116
2020-07-15 High Peak 7
2020-07-15 Hillingdon 27
2020-07-15 Hinckley and Bosworth 10
2020-07-15 Hounslow 20
2020-07-15 Hyndburn 11
2020-07-15 Kensington and Chelsea 7
2020-07-15 Kettering 44
2020-07-15 Kingston upon Hull City of 10
2020-07-15 Lambeth 19
2020-07-15 Leeds 107
2020-07-15 Lewes 9
2020-07-15 Lichfield 9
2020-07-15 Liverpool 44
2020-07-15 Mansfield 1
2020-07-15 Medway 23
2020-07-15 Middlesbrough 8
2020-07-15 Neath Port Talbot 10
2020-07-15 Newcastle-under-Lyme 12
2020-07-15 Newham 24
2020-07-15 Nottingham 23
2020-07-15 Nuneaton and Bedworth 24
2020-07-15 Oadby and Wigston 33
2020-07-15 Pendle 87
2020-07-15 Peterborough 99
2020-07-15 Preston 19
2020-07-15 Reading 11
2020-07-15 Redbridge 25
2020-07-15 Rochdale 148
2020-07-15 Rochford 8
2020-07-15 Rossendale 5
2020-07-15 Rotherham 86
2020-07-15 Salford 52
2020-07-15 Sandwell 58
2020-07-15 Sheffield 124
2020-07-15 Slough 17
2020-07-15 South Bucks 3
2020-07-15 South Cambridgeshire 11
2020-07-15 South Gloucestershire 6
2020-07-15 South Holland 13
2020-07-15 St Albans 32
2020-07-15 Stockport 25
2020-07-15 Surrey Heath 5
2020-07-15 Swansea 12
2020-07-15 Tameside 32
2020-07-15 Telford and Wrekin 19
2020-07-15 Thanet 34
2020-07-15 Tonbridge and Malling 3
2020-07-15 Torbay 4
2020-07-15 Trafford 30
2020-07-15 Wakefield 131
2020-07-15 Waltham Forest 19
2020-07-15 Wandsworth 26
2020-07-15 Warrington 12
2020-07-15 Waverley 4
2020-07-15 Welwyn Hatfield 11
2020-07-15 West Lancashire 9
2020-07-15 Wigan 27
2020-07-15 Windsor and Maidenhead 11
2020-07-15 Wolverhampton 17
2020-07-15 Worcester 6
2020-07-15 Wychavon 9
2020-07-15 Wycombe 12
2020-07-15 Wyre 7
2020-07-16 Birmingham 160
2020-07-16 Blaby 31
2020-07-16 Blackburn with Darwen 139
2020-07-16 Bolton 84
2020-07-16 Bradford 373
2020-07-16 Broadland 4
2020-07-16 Broxbourne 9
2020-07-16 Burnley 14
2020-07-16 Bury 24
2020-07-16 Calderdale 74
2020-07-16 Cheshire East 32
2020-07-16 County Durham 25
2020-07-16 Coventry 27
2020-07-16 Eden 11
2020-07-16 Fermanagh and Omagh 2
2020-07-16 Havering 21
2020-07-16 Huntingdonshire 8
2020-07-16 Kirklees 237
2020-07-16 Leicester 679
2020-07-16 Lewisham 15
2020-07-16 Lincoln 7
2020-07-16 Luton 89
2020-07-16 Manchester 135
2020-07-16 Newry, Mourne and Down 15
2020-07-16 North East Lincolnshire 5
2020-07-16 North Kesteven 7
2020-07-16 Northampton 91
2020-07-16 Oldham 66
2020-07-16 Rugby 15
2020-07-16 Sefton 34
2020-07-16 South Northamptonshire 9
2020-07-16 Swindon 21
2020-07-16 Walsall 46
2020-07-16 Watford 4
2020-07-16 West Lindsey 10
2020-07-16 Wrexham 51
2020-07-17 Antrim and Newtownabbey -2
2020-07-17 Ayrshire and Arran 7
2020-07-17 Belfast 11
2020-07-17 Causeway Coast and Glens 19
2020-07-17 Derry City and Strabane 12
2020-07-17 Fife 7
2020-07-17 Forth Valley 21
2020-07-17 Grampian 10
2020-07-17 Greater Glasgow and Clyde 39
2020-07-17 Lanarkshire 17
2020-07-17 Lothian 18
2020-07-17 Mid and East Antrim 7
2020-07-17 Tayside 9

Notes for Scotland

Scotland reports data based on local health boards rather than local authorities and with the date they were reported rather than the date the swab was taken. This will result in higher numbers than elsewhere and the latest cases being slightly more recent than the rest of the UK.

Notes for NI

Some parts of NI are reporting negative cases, which is mathematically impossible. I believe is due to the authorities reporting data incorrectly and then correcting it later without updating the historical data.

Data sources

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2020.07.14 06:08 iplt20prediction CPL T20 - Caribbean Premier League 2020 All match prediction tips

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2020.07.13 13:02 Astringofnumbers1234 Two cycles of Dan John's 10k Swing programme, plus a lot of erg metres OR Bell's End; training through lockdown.

Hi gang. Since May 1st, I have worked my way through two cycles of Dan John's 10,000 swing kettlebell workout. I've also rowed 700km on the erg since the same date, and 1001km since the COVID-19 lockdown began in the UK at the end of March 2020. I've been logging my workouts in the dailies since I started. I thought I'd pull together what I've done across the last 72 days as a post.
TLDR: 20k swings, 1001km erg. This turned into the mentally toughest block of training I've ever done. I'm also the leanest I've been in ~20 years and this is easily the 'fittest' I've been in a couple years.
About me
I'm 37, M, currently sitting at 82.5kg, 177cm tall. At the beginning of our COVID-19 journey I'd been specifically strength training for less than a year. My S/B/D/O tested 1rms (in kg) were 140/90/160/60. Most of my training for that time period had been GZCLP, but I'd started A2S2 4ish weeks before the gyms closed here. I'd also messed about with olympic weightlifting; my best snatch was 63kg and best c+j 70kg. In 2019 I'd competed in one PL meet and two oly meets.
Prior to strength training, I'd rowed pilot gigs for 3 years; unfortunately due to jobs, I moved away from Devon and my nearest pilot gig club is now a 4+ hour drive away, so I had to give it up. I'd not really done much for the previous 10 or so years. I'd rowed (very badly) and played rugby (mostly as unused substitute) at uni, and I was a swimmer, rower and dreadful rugby player at secondary school.
10k swings, cycle one.
I am very limited by equipment; I'm in a small rented flat and I started with 2x10kg and 2x20kg KBs (and an erg). In the original programme, Dan John recommends doing 4 strength movements as well as the KB swings, one per workout. They are dips/shoulder press/goblet squat and pullup. I had to change it around due to lack of kit and ended up doing shoulder press/pressups/bent over rows/goblet squat.
I wanted to add some week by week progression to the programme; after all, I was furloughed from work and had naff all else to do with my time. The initial rep scheme for the strength movements was 30 (sq+SP) or 50 reps (rows+pushup) split between the 5 cluster sets. I decided that adding 15 reps a week was a good idea, so by the final week I was doing 90 reps of squats and shoulder press and 110 reps of rows. Pushups I had a week where I missed 30 reps, so I ended up at 95 reps on the final week.
In dan John's original programme for this he sets out a 5x(10/15/25/50) rep scheme for the swings. I actually changed this too to 5x(5x20) after a couple of weeks; I made this change because 1) I cannot count to 50 reliably 2) I was struggling with 50 rep sets and grip 3) I could maintain this on shorter rest times.
My workout times were in the region of 28 to 35 minutes. Remaining consistent, with the added reps was a great indicator of progress for me.
Towards the back end of this cycle I'd bought an ab wheel, so I was doing a few sets of a few reps with it after most workouts.
I'd also managed to source a 24kg KB, a 20kg weighted vest and some magnets. My initial plan to secure 1kg weights from the vest using the magnets to my 20kg KB did not work, at all, so I was lucky to get the 24kg, even if it is hideous and skull shaped. The magnets at least allowed me to increase weight for the shoulder press though!
I finished this cycle on June 5th. At that point, the UK was still a shitshow, no one knew about reopening of gyms, my wife and I had decided that spending money on a home gym wasn't the best idea, due to space and renting, so I decided to go through this again, with the 24kg bell.
Physically, I was hovering around 85ish kg at this point. I'd begun lockdown at 90kg or so. I'd definitely noticed some better muscle definition in my shoulders and I felt like my hamstrings and lower back were bulletproof. Mentally the 10k swings hadn't been that hard, just a bit boring. I had actually struggled more with my concurrent erg training during May. Hooh boy, did I not expect what was about to happen.
10k swings, cycle 2
So, same set up as cycle 1; 5x(5x20) swings, same strength movements. I decided to do the pushups weighted with the vest at +5kg (actually +7kg because I only considered the weights in the vest, and not the vest itself. Which weighs 2kg). Started at 30 reps for SP(12kg)/SQ(24kg)/PU and 50 for rows (24kg). I decided to add 10 reps per week rather than 15 this time around too. I'd added in supplemental exercises after I'd completed the main work too. I was doing ab wheel, both weighted (+5kg) and un, split squats (+10kg), walking lunges (+7kg), situps (+7kg) and planks and side planks (both at +5kg)
My times for the first two weeks were pretty decent; I was around the 27-30 minute range for the main work. Mentally I was starting to find the swings so. fucking. dull. I also started to lose the ability to count to 20.
I then decided I needed to cut some more weight; I'd gone back up to 86, 87kg. I started tracking and aimed to eat 2700-2800 calories a day; my average TDEE for the last 5 weeks has been ~3600 calories. However, this was probably too much of a cut...
My times tanked. I started really struggling for the last three weeks. I went from getting done comfortably in under 30 minutes, to it taking 36-38 minutes. I felt like crap throughout each workout and it was a huge effort to not sack off and give up each time. It didn't help that I was back at my outdoor and physical job for the last two weeks (admittedly only 3 days per week). I also really dislike my current job so I had just added in another layer of stress. For the last week I pretty much abandoned doing any supplemental stuff - think I managed the split squats and the situps and that was it. I was frankly a mental wreck. I'd given myself an extension to get the swings done last week but grew a pair and got everything finished, including the 1000km, yesterday.
I might have cried when I got off the erg.
1000km on the erg
One million metres is an achievement in the rowing world. Concept 2 will sell you an overpriced and ugly teeshirt for racking that many metres up, if you're into that. In my three years of rowing gigs, I passed 1000km in a season twice; both times it took 6+ months.
This 1000km took me 112 days.
My training in March and April was focussed mainly on shorter distances, as I participated in an online regatta at the of April. I was doing three interval sessions a week; 8-10x~1 min reps, 5-8x 3-6min reps, 3-5x 7-9 min reps. I had a set split to row at, and I was aiming to keep my HR in a set percentage of my max. I was then doing 3-4 long steady state rows of 30-60 minutes a week. The first 15 days of April I had to row at least the date in km (so april 1 was 1km etc etc to april 15, which was 15km) for a concept 2 challenge.
My plan for May was to row an average of 10k per day. Did that; I did a slow Half marathon in that time as well. On days I was doing the KB workouts, I was rowing 5ish km before and then the same after. I also set a 5000m PB of 19:22 in the first cycle
I changed it up a lot for the second cycle of 10k swings; I was aiming for a half hour or so on KB days and then longer on off days. I did another HM; pulled a PB of 1:32:07 on 20th June (again for a C2 challenge of rowing 21km on the solstice).
For most of the last month I aimed to accumulate, rather than go fast. Most of my sessions were done at about 70-75% of my max HR, which worked out at between 2:10-2:20/500m split.
Conclusions
In Dan John's post he lists a few things where his athletes made progress, including visible muscle growth, increase in core lift strength and increased leanness, as well as greatly improved conditioning and work capacity.
I've ended up at 82.5kg as of today, I'm definitely leaner and my posterior chain feels rock solid. My work capacity is also significantly improved and I cannot wait to test this under a barbell and heavy sets. My cardiovascular fitness is so much better too; my resting HR has gone from 50-52 in March to around 46. I can hold a 2:10 split at 70% HR max for a decent length of time; In April that split would put me closer to 80-85%. I haven't tested it yet, but I should be close as hell to going sub 7 in a 2k test. I haven't gone sub 7 since I was 17.
We've still got 2 more weeks until gyms open here. I'm expecting some strength loss, especially on Bench, but I hope it is not as bad as if I'd done nothing for the last 4 months. So I don't lose conditioning between now and then, I'm planning on doing 250 swings at either at 20 or 24kg, plus a supplemental exercise for a few sets, plus at least 5k rowing maybe 5 days a week.
Mentally; I definitely learnt a bit about myself and that I can push through stress and fatigue. It sucks and feels like shit and I might cry on occasion, but I can get these things done and actually it doesn't suck once you've finished. I can't think of another strength programme where you repeatedly do such a high number of reps of one exercise. It's dull as anything and that's what really got to me.
The 10k swings workout is worth doing at least once. two cycles back to back is pushing slightly into the realms of the ridiculous. If you do three, then god help you.
I absolutely hate kettlebells.
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2020.07.09 18:44 _c9s_ Areas where Coronavirus isn't spreading

With lots of talk about the places where cases are spiking, I thought it might be interesting to look at the other end of the spectrum - where we're not seeing any cases reported.
Below is a list of all the Local Authorities in England, Wales and Northern Ireland, and health boards in Scotland, the date of their most recent case, and the number of cases in the past two weeks. Sorry for the length of this post!

Derry City and Strabane is the only part of the UK that haven't seen a case in over a month, with Uttlesford (in Essex), the Scottish isles (Orkney, Western Isles), and parts of the South West (Bath, North Devon) only slightly behind with no cases in the past 3 weeks.
Living in one of those areas, it does make me quite a bit less hesitant to do things like go to the pub, since there's such a low chance of catching it.

Latest reported case Local authority/health board Cases 25th June to 9th July
2020-06-04 Derry City and Strabane 0
2020-06-13 Uttlesford 0
2020-06-15 Bath and North East Somerset 0
2020-06-15 Orkney 0
2020-06-15 Western Isles 0
2020-06-18 North Devon 0
2020-06-20 Exeter 0
2020-06-20 Havant 0
2020-06-20 Maldon 0
2020-06-21 Borders -1
2020-06-22 Rossendale 0
2020-06-23 South Hams 0
2020-06-24 Babergh 0
2020-06-24 Monmouthshire 0
2020-06-25 Arun 1
2020-06-25 Causeway Coast and Glens 4
2020-06-26 Barrow-in-Furness 1
2020-06-26 Great Yarmouth 1
2020-06-26 Rushmoor 2
2020-06-26 South Staffordshire 3
2020-06-26 West Devon 1
2020-06-27 Somerset West and Taunton 1
2020-06-27 Torfaen 1
2020-06-28 South Somerset 2
2020-06-29 Armagh City, Banbridge and Craigavon -10
2020-06-29 Cotswold 1
2020-06-29 Darlington 1
2020-06-29 Eastleigh 2
2020-06-29 Epping Forest 4
2020-06-29 Hastings 2
2020-06-29 King's Lynn and West Norfolk 3
2020-06-29 Mansfield 2
2020-06-29 Powys 2
2020-06-29 Stroud 1
2020-06-29 Winchester 1
2020-06-30 Bolsover 9
2020-06-30 Bromsgrove 11
2020-06-30 East Hampshire 4
2020-06-30 Hambleton 1
2020-06-30 South Bucks 2
2020-06-30 Worthing 3
2020-07-01 Ards and North Down 7
2020-07-01 Mendip 3
2020-07-01 Merthyr Tydfil 109
2020-07-01 Mole Valley 4
2020-07-01 North Somerset 8
2020-07-01 Reading 9
2020-07-01 Richmondshire 3
2020-07-01 Torridge 2
2020-07-02 Basingstoke and Deane 3
2020-07-02 Brighton and Hove 11
2020-07-02 Chorley 6
2020-07-02 East Cambridgeshire 3
2020-07-02 Guildford 6
2020-07-02 Hartlepool 2
2020-07-02 Isle of Wight 3
2020-07-02 New Forest 2
2020-07-02 North East Derbyshire 12
2020-07-02 Richmond upon Thames 5
2020-07-02 South Lakeland 4
2020-07-02 South Norfolk 4
2020-07-02 Sutton 4
2020-07-03 Adur 3
2020-07-03 Broadland 3
2020-07-03 Ceredigion 2
2020-07-03 Cherwell 16
2020-07-03 Craven 4
2020-07-03 Daventry 9
2020-07-03 Denbighshire 8
2020-07-03 Fermanagh and Omagh 2
2020-07-03 Fife 4
2020-07-03 Horsham 6
2020-07-03 Lewes 8
2020-07-03 Lichfield 6
2020-07-03 Mid Suffolk 2
2020-07-03 Newark and Sherwood 3
2020-07-03 North Warwickshire 8
2020-07-03 Norwich 4
2020-07-03 Redcar and Cleveland 5
2020-07-03 Runnymede 4
2020-07-03 Scarborough 1
2020-07-03 Sedgemoor 8
2020-07-03 Spelthorne 8
2020-07-03 Tonbridge and Malling 3
2020-07-03 Tunbridge Wells 9
2020-07-03 Warwick 2
2020-07-03 West Oxfordshire 2
2020-07-03 Wyre Forest 2
2020-07-04 Ashfield 11
2020-07-04 Boston 7
2020-07-04 Breckland 3
2020-07-04 Castle Point 13
2020-07-04 Colchester 13
2020-07-04 Derbyshire Dales 8
2020-07-04 Harlow 3
2020-07-04 Hart 2
2020-07-04 Hinckley and Bosworth 22
2020-07-04 North Norfolk 3
2020-07-04 Redditch 3
2020-07-04 Rochford 8
2020-07-04 Southend-on-Sea 20
2020-07-04 Stevenage 3
2020-07-04 Sunderland 5
2020-07-04 Teignbridge 2
2020-07-04 Waverley 3
2020-07-04 West Suffolk 11
2020-07-05 Ayrshire and Arran 6
2020-07-05 Basildon 16
2020-07-05 Braintree 8
2020-07-05 Canterbury 14
2020-07-05 Carmarthenshire 18
2020-07-05 Ealing 27
2020-07-05 East Lindsey 8
2020-07-05 Folkestone and Hythe 41
2020-07-05 Forest of Dean 2
2020-07-05 Halton 11
2020-07-05 Hammersmith and Fulham 17
2020-07-05 Highland 2
2020-07-05 Huntingdonshire 13
2020-07-05 Lancaster 3
2020-07-05 Luton 48
2020-07-05 Newham 25
2020-07-05 North East Lincolnshire 4
2020-07-05 North Hertfordshire 3
2020-07-05 Oxford 22
2020-07-05 Ribble Valley 9
2020-07-05 Rutland 3
2020-07-05 Ryedale 3
2020-07-05 Selby 7
2020-07-05 Slough 21
2020-07-05 South Gloucestershire 6
2020-07-05 South Kesteven 8
2020-07-05 Surrey Heath 6
2020-07-05 Swale 10
2020-07-05 Swansea 5
2020-07-05 Tandridge 7
2020-07-05 Tayside 8
2020-07-05 Torbay 6
2020-07-05 Warrington 13
2020-07-05 Wealden 16
2020-07-05 Wellingborough 9
2020-07-05 West Lindsey 3
2020-07-05 Wyre 8
2020-07-06 Allerdale 5
2020-07-06 Barnet 18
2020-07-06 Bassetlaw 20
2020-07-06 Blaenau Gwent 6
2020-07-06 Bournemouth Christchurch and Poole 7
2020-07-06 Brentwood 6
2020-07-06 Bridgend 4
2020-07-06 Broxbourne 1
2020-07-06 Broxtowe 8
2020-07-06 Burnley 13
2020-07-06 Bury 28
2020-07-06 Caerphilly 6
2020-07-06 Camden 5
2020-07-06 Cardiff 27
2020-07-06 Central Bedfordshire 24
2020-07-06 Chelmsford 15
2020-07-06 Chiltern 3
2020-07-06 Copeland 6
2020-07-06 Corby 1
2020-07-06 Dacorum 9
2020-07-06 Dover 28
2020-07-06 East Devon 7
2020-07-06 East Hertfordshire 6
2020-07-06 East Riding of Yorkshire 21
2020-07-06 East Suffolk 7
2020-07-06 Eden 1
2020-07-06 Fareham 4
2020-07-06 Fenland 9
2020-07-06 Gedling 5
2020-07-06 Greenwich 10
2020-07-06 Gwynedd 11
2020-07-06 Harrogate 13
2020-07-06 Islington 10
2020-07-06 Kensington and Chelsea 4
2020-07-06 Kingston upon Hull City of 15
2020-07-06 Knowsley 36
2020-07-06 Lambeth 11
2020-07-06 Lanarkshire 16
2020-07-06 Lincoln 7
2020-07-06 Maidstone 13
2020-07-06 Merton 12
2020-07-06 Mid Devon 1
2020-07-06 Middlesbrough 9
2020-07-06 North Kesteven 6
2020-07-06 Northumberland 16
2020-07-06 Plymouth 10
2020-07-06 Portsmouth 5
2020-07-06 Preston 29
2020-07-06 Reigate and Banstead 5
2020-07-06 Rhondda Cynon Taf 18
2020-07-06 Rugby 12
2020-07-06 Rushcliffe 8
2020-07-06 Shropshire 41
2020-07-06 South Cambridgeshire 5
2020-07-06 South Derbyshire 6
2020-07-06 South Holland 10
2020-07-06 Southampton 16
2020-07-06 St. Helens 14
2020-07-06 Stafford 16
2020-07-06 Staffordshire Moorlands 20
2020-07-06 Swindon 18
2020-07-06 Tendring 6
2020-07-06 Tewkesbury 8
2020-07-06 Thanet 28
2020-07-06 Three Rivers 10
2020-07-06 Thurrock 10
2020-07-06 Trafford 21
2020-07-06 Vale of Glamorgan 13
2020-07-06 Vale of White Horse 5
2020-07-06 Wandsworth 18
2020-07-06 Watford 9
2020-07-06 West Berkshire 4
2020-07-06 Wirral 24
2020-07-06 Wokingham 8
2020-07-06 Wrexham 72
2020-07-06 Wycombe 19
2020-07-06 York 11
2020-07-07 Amber Valley 9
2020-07-07 Antrim and Newtownabbey 0
2020-07-07 Ashford 56
2020-07-07 Aylesbury Vale 26
2020-07-07 Barking and Dagenham 13
2020-07-07 Barnsley 104
2020-07-07 Bexley 17
2020-07-07 Birmingham 114
2020-07-07 Blaby 35
2020-07-07 Blackburn with Darwen 71
2020-07-07 Bolton 90
2020-07-07 Bracknell Forest 6
2020-07-07 Brent 25
2020-07-07 Bristol City of 15
2020-07-07 Bromley 10
2020-07-07 Calderdale 55
2020-07-07 Cambridge 7
2020-07-07 Cannock Chase 19
2020-07-07 Carlisle 40
2020-07-07 Charnwood 48
2020-07-07 Cheltenham 7
2020-07-07 Cheshire East 49
2020-07-07 Cheshire West and Chester 65
2020-07-07 Chesterfield 7
2020-07-07 Chichester 2
2020-07-07 Conwy 16
2020-07-07 Cornwall 14
2020-07-07 County Durham 26
2020-07-07 Coventry 19
2020-07-07 Crawley 20
2020-07-07 Dartford 25
2020-07-07 Doncaster 66
2020-07-07 Dorset 7
2020-07-07 Dudley 15
2020-07-07 East Northamptonshire 21
2020-07-07 East Staffordshire 24
2020-07-07 Eastbourne 24
2020-07-07 Elmbridge 6
2020-07-07 Enfield 20
2020-07-07 Epsom and Ewell 5
2020-07-07 Flintshire 12
2020-07-07 Fylde 14
2020-07-07 Gateshead 6
2020-07-07 Gloucester 4
2020-07-07 Gosport 4
2020-07-07 Gravesham 15
2020-07-07 Hackney 22
2020-07-07 Harborough 25
2020-07-07 Haringey 12
2020-07-07 Harrow 15
2020-07-07 Havering 17
2020-07-07 Hertsmere 3
2020-07-07 High Peak 7
2020-07-07 Hillingdon 35
2020-07-07 Hounslow 27
2020-07-07 Hyndburn 3
2020-07-07 Ipswich 7
2020-07-07 Isle of Anglesey 9
2020-07-07 Kettering 26
2020-07-07 Kingston upon Thames 9
2020-07-07 Leeds 107
2020-07-07 Liverpool 76
2020-07-07 Malvern Hills 8
2020-07-07 Medway 26
2020-07-07 Melton 9
2020-07-07 Mid Sussex 4
2020-07-07 Mid Ulster -3
2020-07-07 Neath Port Talbot 6
2020-07-07 Newcastle upon Tyne 11
2020-07-07 Newcastle-under-Lyme 25
2020-07-07 Newport 5
2020-07-07 North Lincolnshire 11
2020-07-07 North Tyneside 4
2020-07-07 North West Leicestershire 19
2020-07-07 Northampton 66
2020-07-07 Nottingham 36
2020-07-07 Nuneaton and Bedworth 28
2020-07-07 Oadby and Wigston 34
2020-07-07 Pembrokeshire 2
2020-07-07 Pendle 51
2020-07-07 Redbridge 25
2020-07-07 Rochdale 147
2020-07-07 Rotherham 111
2020-07-07 Salford 38
2020-07-07 Sandwell 27
2020-07-07 Sefton 23
2020-07-07 Sheffield 201
2020-07-07 Solihull 13
2020-07-07 South Northamptonshire 9
2020-07-07 South Oxfordshire 10
2020-07-07 South Ribble 17
2020-07-07 Southwark 19
2020-07-07 Stockport 35
2020-07-07 Stockton-on-Tees 21
2020-07-07 Stratford-on-Avon 9
2020-07-07 Tameside 49
2020-07-07 Tamworth 10
2020-07-07 Telford and Wrekin 17
2020-07-07 Test Valley 3
2020-07-07 Wakefield 77
2020-07-07 Walsall 19
2020-07-07 Waltham Forest 23
2020-07-07 West Lancashire 13
2020-07-07 Westminster 9
2020-07-07 Wigan 21
2020-07-07 Wiltshire 17
2020-07-07 Windsor and Maidenhead 4
2020-07-07 Wolverhampton 27
2020-07-07 Worcester 9
2020-07-07 Wychavon 5
2020-07-08 Bedford 55
2020-07-08 Belfast 10
2020-07-08 Blackpool 24
2020-07-08 Bradford 389
2020-07-08 Croydon 15
2020-07-08 Derby 41
2020-07-08 Erewash 16
2020-07-08 Grampian 14
2020-07-08 Herefordshire County of 13
2020-07-08 Kirklees 248
2020-07-08 Leicester 804
2020-07-08 Lewisham 7
2020-07-08 Lisburn and Castlereagh 13
2020-07-08 Manchester 147
2020-07-08 Mid and East Antrim 12
2020-07-08 Milton Keynes 12
2020-07-08 Oldham 99
2020-07-08 Peterborough 75
2020-07-08 Rother 9
2020-07-08 Sevenoaks 14
2020-07-08 South Tyneside 4
2020-07-08 St Albans 40
2020-07-08 Stoke-on-Trent 53
2020-07-08 Tower Hamlets 22
2020-07-08 Welwyn Hatfield 10
2020-07-08 Woking 21
2020-07-09 Dumfries and Galloway 11
2020-07-09 Forth Valley 24
2020-07-09 Greater Glasgow and Clyde 31
2020-07-09 Lothian 9
2020-07-09 Newry, Mourne and Down 19

Notes for Scotland

Scotland reports data based on local health boards rather than local authorities and with the date they were reported rather than the date the swab was taken. This will result in higher numbers than elsewhere and the latest cases being slightly more recent than the rest of the UK.

Notes for NI

Some parts of NI (and also Scotland) are reporting negative cases, which is mathematically impossible. I believe is due to the authorities reporting data incorrectly and then correcting it later without updating the historical data. In Armagh City, Banbridge and Craigavon, as an example, there had been 754 confirmed cases on the 25th of June, which has dropped in several stages to 744 today.

Data sources

Edit: Welsh data was missing. I've added it now!
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2020.07.06 14:57 diogenesl F1 2020 - Review Thread

Game Information

Game Title: F1 2020
Platforms:
Trailers:
Developer: Codemasters
Review Aggregator:
OpenCritic - 88 average - 100% recommended - 16 reviews

Critic Reviews

Eurogamer - Martin Robinson - Recommended
A new team management mode provides some of the best single-player racing action around, alongside the series' ever-improving authenticity.
GameByte - Unscored
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GameSpew - Richard Seagrave - 10 / 10
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GamingTrend - T.K. Hale - 95 / 100
F1® 2020 is an amazing step in the right direction for Codemasters. By adding the My Team mode to the series, it gives this racing game a different personality; one sprinkled with adventure elements, and it works.
God is a Geek - Gary Bailey - 9 / 10
With some great improvements on and off the track F1 2020 is an exceptional racer, and the one to beat this year.
Hardcore Gamer - Cory Wells - 4 / 5
F1 2020 is as good as it gets on the current generation of consoles.
Hobby Consolas - Rafael Aznar - Spanish - 87 / 100
Codemasters has taken profit from the last five years to make a great simcade that, despite being quite continuist, is among the best Formula 1 games in history.
IGN - Luke Reilly - 9 / 10
F1 2020 is simultaneously the deepest yet most accessible Codemasters Formula One experience to date.
IGN Italy - Italian - 9 / 10
F1 2020 is not just the best episode of the franchise, but one of the best simcade racing game of this generation. This year Codemasters brings all the emotions and frantic action of the top class of motorsport to the players, crafting an incredible experience both for newcomers and experienced drivers. The new team career is awesome, and overall, the game is solid and rich of contents.
IGN Spain - Spanish - 8.5 / 10
Codemasters have not risked much in this latest installment before the generation change, although new features such as the My Team mode are appreciated.
Jump Dash Roll - Pete Taylor - 9 / 10
F1 2020 continues Codemasters' excellent form in delivering a fantastic recreation for Formula 1. The new My Team mode injects new life into the series and is far more welcome than Devon Butler was last year. It's never easy making iterative releases relevant but they sure do seem to have a grand plan in play. One wonders what we'll be treated to next year, but until then there's a bucket load of fun in F1 2020 to keep you entertained.
Metro GameCentral - 9 / 10
Codemasters' stewardship of the F1 licence finally gets into top gear with a thrillingly rigorous simulation that also makes every effort to make its appeal as broad as possible.
PC Invasion - 9 / 10
F1 2020 feels daunting for first-timers, but it lets you learn and adapt as you continue to progress and challenge yourself. Barring a few downsides with its My Team and Driver Career modes, it remains a true marvel in the sim-racing genre where every competition is nail-bitingly fierce and exciting.
Push Square - 8 / 10
This is the most complete series entry to date, with a full Formula 2 season, followed by up to 10 consecutive senior campaigns in an enthralling Formula 1 career. The new My Team mode allows for an even more personalised pilgrimage, and on track everything sings. It's a shame we're missing the story introduced in the previous entry and we hope Codemasters return to this and flesh it out in future outings. But all things considered, F1 2020 includes a frightening amount of content that makes this an essential for fans of the motorsport. This is, after all, the only complete Formula 1 season in 2020.
Saving Content - Scott Ellison II - 5 / 5 stars
MyTeam is hands-down the best mode of the past few years. It allows you to forge a path all your own, and truly get invested in the things that take place as both an owner and a driver. Codemasters strips what didn’t work in F1 2019, kept what did, and then built on that. The result is that while the real 2020 season of Formula One is abbreivated, F1 2020 is bigger and better than ever before.
Spaziogames - Matteo Bussani - Italian - 7.9 / 10
F1 2020 is a natural evolution of the series, too stuck to the past of it, with very few changes.
The Digital Fix - Posted by Seb Hawden - 9 / 10
Brilliantly authentic, incredibly immersive, F1 2020, for me, is one of the best racing games I have played for a long time. Managing your team is a brilliant addition that will perhaps entice new players on-board. The game is very user friendly, It has a massive amount of modes, features and options that will suit any type of player of every skill level. It looks good, sounds great and performs very well. Right, I am off, this F1 team is not going to manage itself.
The Games Machine - Marco Ravetto - Italian - 8.6 / 10
F1 2020 is the perfect title for those who want to enter the world of Formula 1. Graphics and sounds are ok, there are many game modes and, thanks to the different settings available, the driving system can be adapted to the needs of a wide range of virtual pilots.
TheSixthAxis - Thomas Harrison-Lord - 8 / 10
If it wasn't for the addition of My Team, F1 2020 would go down as being great for newcomers, but past the best before date for those who have enjoyed recent iterations. Some elements are now very tired, but being able to oversee the running of your own team proves to be incredibly satisfying and just enough of a distraction – for now. F1 2020 highlights just how much of a team sport Formula 1 is, and that can only be a good thing.
Wccftech - Chris Wray - 9 / 10
F1 2020 does as much as can be expected from Codemasters, offering an oustanding racing experience on the track. Where it goes further is off of the track, bringing in an incredibly extensive My Team mode, as well as fleshing out the career mode with a full Formula 2 season. With a massive amount of content, great racing and quality throughout, it's hard not to love the game. The only real issue I have is the inclusion of the new Podium Pass (battle pass) system, adding a microtransaction for cosmetics.
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2020.07.04 18:30 bengavemehisbeats Ben's Exciting Plans for Bantham, Devon!!

Ben's Exciting Plans for Bantham, Devon!!

Ben has applied to South Hams and West Devon for planning permission to 'extend and renovate' existing redundant farm building to create a multi-purpose community facility including co- working hub with:
  • surfboard shaping workshop and ancillary cafe
  • replacement of existing equine sand school area with new five-a-side 4G football pitch; (Once Upon A Time In The Westcountry vibes!)
  • construction of new skate bowl
  • children's adventure play facilities
  • creation of communal farm and proposed substantial landscape enhancement including construction of wildlife pond
  • planting of community orchard/tree nursery and
  • wildflower meadow
  • associated landscape and ecological enhancement measures together with the upgrade and expansion of the existing car parking

It sounds awesome doesn't it?!

https://preview.redd.it/w9uthl39av851.png?width=581&format=png&auto=webp&s=89392afc2d5729911f77b70e8a6c80af8656a4c9
Public comments so far... 364 - In Favour - 362 - Objections just TWO!!

Application Date: 07 April 2020
Target Determination Date: 31 July 2020
Find out more here
See more details on the plans here!
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2020.06.17 11:47 OccultVolva A brief overview of types, tools, herbs, and ways to cleanse a space for ritual ceremonial from the Pagan past.

(posted this in pagan sub but thought you guys will like it too)
I cannot cover everything (all pagan religions, types or rites, or in depth links other than few wikis) and likely some mistakes in there, but since ‘smudging’ debate keeps popping up I thought it might be a good time to highlight some of the terms or types of scents and cleansing methods used in the past we can easily revive today for Paganaism. Ones that can be less problematic in terms for Indigenous cultural survival. A starting point for anyone who wants to add more variety to their practise than herb bundles alone or looking for the type of old words they can use. Or a starting point to research further for anyone looking to blog about the topics or these types of tools or rituals. Some of the below feature fire and smoke and some don't.
Ancient Greek/Hellenism
A thymiaterion (from Ancient Greek: θυμιατήριον from θυμιάειν thymiaein "to smoke"; plural thymiateria) is a type of censer or incense burner, used in the Mediterranean region since antiquity for spiritual and religious purposes and especially in religious ceremonies.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thymiaterion
Thymiateria were used in antiquity to burn incense during religious rituals such as sacrifices or offerings to the gods. Carved from marble, this thymiaterion is composed of three parts: a stemmed foot, a deep receptacle, and a lid. The deep bowl, which could have held a large amount of costly incense, rests on the spreading tray-like top of the tall foot. The lip of the bowl is scored along the edges to suggest an organic plant pattern. The same pattern is repeated on the domed lid, which is decorated with small ridges and perforated at regular intervals to allow the scented smoke to escape. The top of the lid is flat and undecorated, but a separately-made finial may originally have been attached. The sharp-edged, angular form of the thymiaterion with its decorative ridges imitates metal vessels. Traces of red paint remain on the foot and lid suggesting that the vessel was originally brightly painted.
http://www.getty.edu/art/collection/objects/32131/unknown-maker-thymiaterion-and-lid-greek-south-italian-or-sicilian-4th-century-bc/
Herbs
The ancient Greeks used it in their baths and burnt it as incense in their temples, believing it was a source of courage. The spread of thyme throughout Europe was thought to be due to the Romans, as they used it to purify their rooms and to "give an aromatic flavour to cheese and liqueurs".[2] In the European Middle Ages, the herb was placed beneath pillows to aid sleep and ward off nightmares.[3] In this period, women also often gave knights and warriors gifts that included thyme leaves, as it was believed to bring courage to the bearer. Thyme was also used as incense and placed on coffins during funerals, as it was supposed to assure passage into the next life.[4]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thyme#History
Greece: the Latin name for mint, Mentha, comes from an ancient Greek myth. The story goes that a water nymph named Minthe had an affair with Hades, the god of the underworld. Hades’ wife, Persephone, was not happy about this and she used her powers to transform the water nymph into a low-growing plant that would be trampled by passersby. Hades could not undo the transformation, but he did give the plant a beautiful fragrance so that when Minthe was trampled, her true beauty would appear in the form of the aroma of mint.
In ancient Greece, mint was used in funerary rituals along with rosemary and other aromatic herbs. The use of mint in funerals and association with death and the afterlife probably had practical reasons and came about because the strong smell of the herb would cover up any decaying odor from the body of the deceased.
https://gardentherapy.ca/herbal-histories/
Plants and herbs that appear in myth
https://www.theoi.com/Flora1.html
Kemetic/Ancient Egypt
Kyphi
Kyphi is a compound incense that was used in Ancient Egypt for religious and medical purposes.
Kyphi is latinized from Greek κυ̑φι for Ancient Egyptian "kap-t", incense, from "kap", to perfume, to cense, to heat, to burn, to ignite.[1][2] The word root also exists in Indo-European languages, with a similar meaning, like in Sanskrit कपि (kapi) "incense", Greek καπνός "smoke", and Latin vapor.
The manufacture of kyphi involves blending and boiling the ingredients in sequence. According to Galen, the result was rolled into balls and placed on hot coals to give a perfumed smoke; it was also drunk as a medicine for liver and lung ailments.[7]
See wiki for full ingredients
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kyphi
There is also a type of incense known as jb (referred to on the Stele of Sekerkhabau from Saqqara). The name was written using the hieroglyph for kid (a young male goat) leading some to suggest that it was based on musk. According to Plutarch the Ancient Egyptians burned frankincense in the morning, myrrh at midday and Kyphi (Kapet) in the evening. In addition certain gods were associated with specific types of incense (for example, Hathor was strongly associated with myrrh) and certain types of incense were used for specific ceremonies.
Incense ingredients were either ground and thrown on hot coals or mixed with dried fruit (such as raisins or dates) and formed into small pellets to be burned.
https://ancientegyptonline.co.uk/incenseperfume/
Video Burning of Kyphi (Ancient Incense)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jENOZqJQoaY&feature=emb_title
Mesopotamia/Babylonia
The experience of aromatic oils was not just for the Gods, it was felt by the people in and around the spaces where they were burned. This was particularly true within Assyrian culture in northern Mesopotamia. Kiersten Neumann, a Curator and Research Associate at the University of Chicago's Oriental Institute, discussed the raw materials connected to aromatics within Assyrian temples: cedar, cypress, juniper, boxwood and fir (terebinth). Service to the gods was performed by elite personnel within the temple. The Arabian peninsula was the principle place to acquire these spices and incenses. Arabic caravans used camels that traveled along a set trade route that then sold these precious substances to those who wished to burn them.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/drsarahbond/2017/06/26/recreating-the-aroma-of-the-ancient-city-incense-and-perfume-in-the-ancient-mediterranean/#64085282586a
Takpirtu
Takpirtu or Takpertu, inscribed tak-pir-tú and as a gloss to the term šu-gur-gur-meš, and literally meaning “wiping,” from kupurru,[1] “to wipe, rub,” or more generally ““to perform a wiping rite,” were Mesopotamian purification rituals whose oldest attestations go back to the Old Babylonian period. It was an integral part of the Bīt rimki and Bīt salā’ mê rituals and may have been a cleansing rite in its own right as it is listed separately in the Exorcists Manual, perhaps in the form of tak-pir-tú nussētiq, burnt offerings.[2]
Its earliest appearance seems to have been at Mari. Middle Babylonian attestation comes in the form of two references to the supply of grain or flour for the ceremony in temple administrative tablets from Kassite Nippur.[3] In later neo-Assyrian and neo-Babylonian periods it was used for the spiritual cleansing of a field or a building, especially in the temple of the moon god Sîn in Uruk, but also in the context of a person, such as a sick person or the king, a type of cleansing ceremony was accompanied by a liḫšu, whispered prayer, “By the life of Anu and Enlil they are conjured,”[4] or conjuration, "butting evil." Dough was wiped over the thigh of the subject, a scapegoat was sacrificed or carcass of a sheep was used to purify the cella of the temple,[5] which was afterwards cast into the river along with the zisurrû, “magic circle of flour,” and garakku-brazier, a black and white cord.[6]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Takpirtu
Mîs-pî
Mîs-pî, inscribed KA-LUḪ.Ù.DA and meaning “washing of the mouth,” is an ancient Mesopotamian ritual and incantation series for the cultic induction or vivification of a newly manufactured divine idol. It involved around eleven stages: in the city, countryside and temple, the workshop, a procession to the river, then beside the river bank, a procession to the orchard, in reed huts and tents in the circle of the orchard, to the gate of the temple, the niche of the sanctuary and finally, at the quay of the Apsû, accompanied by invocations to the nine great gods, the nine patron gods of craftsmen, and assorted astrological bodies
The rituals are for the consecration of a cultic image, a statue formed from a wooden core encased in gold and/or silver, decorated with inlaid precious stones, and dressed in robes. They involve the “washing of the mouth” (mîs-pî proper) on the first day to cleanse the statue of all traces of human contamination in the production of the idol, and the “opening of the mouth” (inscribed KA.DUḪ.Ù.DA, Akkadian: pit pî) performed with syrup, ghee, cedar and cypress on the second to bring it to life, sacraments which may be related to the pit uzni, “ear-opening” ceremony. “On this day be present: for this statue which stands before you ceremoniously grant him the destiny that his mouth may eat, that his ears might hear.”[3] The rituals facilitated the idol taking on the persona of the deity, awakening the supernatural force within it, and enabling it to see, act, eat and drink the offerings and smell the incense:[4] ṣalmu annû ina la pīt pî qutrinna ul iṣṣin akala ul ikkal mêul išatti, “this statue cannot smell incense without the “Opening of the Mouth” ceremony, it cannot eat food nor drink water.”[3] Four exemplars from Hellenic Uruk do not include the pit pî stage, but instead introduce a burnt offering of a brushwood fire, lamentations recited by a kalû-priest and the presence of the monarch. Its application seems to have spread to encompass other objects, such as a ceremonial torch, the hide of a bull which is to cover a lilissu- or kettledrum,[5] the apotropaic figurines used in the Šēp lemutti ritual, the divinatory bag of the barû-priest, the mouth of the river to abate its torrent, and even the jewels adorning a king’s chariot. It seems that the process of mouth-washing was intended to prepare a person or thing for contact with the divine https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C3%AEs-p%C3%AE
Pagan Heathen and Old English
To hallow is "to make holy or sacred, to sanctify or consecrate, to venerate".[1] The adjective form hallowed, as used in The Lord's Prayer, means holy, consecrated, sacred, or revered.[2] The noun form hallow, as used in Hallowtide, is a synonym of the word saint.[3][4][5]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallow
The noun is from the Old English adjective hālig, nominalised as se hālga "the holy man". The Gothic word for "holy" is either hailags or weihaba, weihs. "To hold as holy" or "to become holy" is weihnan, "to make holy, to sanctify" is weihan. Holiness or sanctification is weihiþa. Old English, like Gothic, had a second term of similar meaning, wēoh "holy", with a substantive wīh or wīg, Old High German wīh or wīhi (Middle High German wîhe, Modern German Weihe). The Nordendorf fibula has wigiþonar, interpreted as wīgi-þonar "holy Donar" or "sacred to Donar". Old Norse vé is a type of shrine. The weihs group is cognate to Latin victima, an animal dedicated to the gods and destined to be sacrificed.
Fire in general used to hallow or sanctify an area
In Eyrbyggja saga (bit not in Landnamabok) it is recorded Poroflr carried fire round the land he claimed. This ritual was probably also performed in order to sanctify his new homeland. It is possible that this land was related in one or another sense to the Hof building. This may be supported by other Old Norse texts.
https://books.google.ie/books?id=CSdzCwAAQBAJ&pg=PA293&lpg=PA293&dq=old+norse+claiming+land+a+place+with+fire&source=bl&ots=19Ij13Nw4l&sig=ACfU3U3YCWyr8_kDFKYwrhler585n49GRw&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwis0-KgtojqAhXUlFwKHY9gCrwQ6AEwAHoECAYQAQ#v=onepage&q=old%20norse%20claiming%20land%20a%20place%20with%20fire&f=false
The saga begins with Gotland being discovered by a man named Þieluar (Tjalve) (Gutnish: Tjelvar). He was a mythical figure who shows up twice in the Prose Edda and once in Gutasaga. Gotland is under a spell and under water during the day and out of water only during the night, a spell that is broken by Þieluar lighting a fire on the Island. Þieluar's son Hafþi (Havde) and his wife Vitastjerna (Gutnish: Hwitastierna) had three sons named Graip, Gute and Gunfjaun, the ancestors of the Gutes. After Havde's and Vitastjerna's first night together, she had a dream about three snakes entwined in her bosom. This was interpreted as a symbol that all things are connected in circles and that they would have three sons. The subject is depicted on some of the picture stones on Gotland.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gutasaga#Modern_Gotland
‘To Smoke’ possible words if you use smoke in heathen rituals
Reocan From Proto-Germanic *reukaną, whence also Old Frisian riāka, Old High German riohhan, Old Norse rjúka. https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/reocan#Old_English
Reek From Middle English rek, reke (“smoke”), from Old English rēc, rīec, from Proto-Germanic *raukiz (compare West Frisian reek, riik, Dutch rook, Low German Röök, German Rauch, Danish røg, Norwegian Bokmål røyk), from Proto-Indo-European *rowgi- (compare Lithuanian rū̃kti (“to smoke”), rū̃kas (“smoke, fog”), Albanian regj (“to tan”)).[1] https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/reek
and
however, a term with old english roots that conveys the proper meaning of smoke cleansing in witchcraft: rēcan. pronounced similarly to the modern word “reek,” the term rēcan means: “to fumigate, expose to smoke, cause to emit smoke, or burn as incense.” closely related, the old english word rēocan means: “to emit vapor, steam, or smoke.” the term later evolved into the middle english word reken, meaning “to emit smoke.” while the word was not exclusively used to refer to foul smells, it lost much of its original meaning as it evolved into the modern day “reek,” which is now associated only with unpleasant stenches. given its old english roots and lackluster definition, the term rēcan makes an eloquent and appropriate moniker for the smoke cleansing performed in non-native practices of witchcraft and paganism.
https://musingsofmagick.wordpress.com/2018/06/18/recaning-smoke-cleansing-in-witchcraft/
Nine Herb Charm (herb ideas)
The "Nine Herbs Charm" is an Old English charm recorded in the tenth-century CE[1] Anglo-Saxon medical compilation known as Lacnunga, which survives on in the manuscript London, British Library, Harley 585.[2] The charm is intended for the treatment of poisoning and infection by a preparation of nine herbs. The numbers nine and three, significant in Germanic paganism and later Germanic folklore, are mentioned frequently within the charm.[2] The poem contains references to Christian and English Pagan elements, including a mention of the major Germanic god Woden.
https://spitalfieldslife.com/2018/05/15/the-nine-herbs-charm/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nine_Herbs_Charm
Runes
‘May Thor Hallow’ > ‘Thor Vigi’ "þur uiki" > "Þórr vigi" > "Thor vigi" > “May Thor Hallow” in runes
‘ siþi þur’ > ‘ Siði Þorr‘ > ‘May Thórr safeguard’ ‘May Thor protect.’ ‘May Thor work magic’ possible translations
Sources
https://skaldic.abdn.ac.uk/db.php?id=16064&if=runic&table=mss
http://dro.dur.ac.uk/1053/1/1053.pdf
https://utrianlax.tumblr.com/post/47034486631/rune-stone-s%C3%B6-140-korpbron-jursta-%C3%A4gor-ludgo/amp Picture of it
Apple Wassail old rites but later by ancient standards for blessing crops and trees
The Apple Wassail is a traditional form of wassailing practiced in the cider orchards of southern England during the winter. There are many well recorded instances of the Apple Wassail in the early modern period. The first recorded mention was at Fordwich, Kent, in 1585, by which time groups of young men would go between orchards performing the rite for a reward. The practice was sometimes referred to as "howling". On Twelfth Night, men would go with their wassail bowl into the orchard and go about the trees. Slices of bread or toast were laid at the roots and sometimes tied to branches. Cider was also poured over the tree roots. The ceremony is said to "bless" the trees to produce a good crop in the forthcoming season. Among the most famous wassail ceremonies are those in Whimple, Devon and Carhampton, Somerset, both on 17 January.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apple_Wassail
Celtic/Gaelic
Saining
Saining is a Scots word for blessing, protecting or consecrating.[1] Sain is cognate with the Irish and Scottish Gaelic seun and sian and the Old Irish sén - "a protective charm."[2][3][4]
Traditional saining rites may involve water that has been blessed in some fashion, or the smoke from burning juniper, accompanied by spoken prayers or poetry.[2][3] Saining can also refer to less formal customs like making religious signs to protect against evil, such as the sign of the cross. In Shetland, the Scottish folklorist F. Marian McNeil refers to the custom of making the sign of Thor's hammer to sain the goblet that was passed around at New Year's celebrations.[5]
An old Hogmanay (New Year's) custom in the Highlands of Scotland, which has survived to a small extent and seen some degree of revival, is to celebrate Hogmanay with the saining of the household and livestock. Early on New Year's morning, householders drink and then sprinkle 'magic water' from 'a dead and living ford' around the house (a 'dead and living ford' refers to a river ford that is routinely crossed by both the living and the dead). After the sprinkling of the water in every room, on the beds and all the inhabitants, the house is sealed up tight and branches of juniper are set on fire and carried throughout the house and byre. The juniper smoke is allowed to thoroughly fumigate the buildings until it causes sneezing and coughing among the inhabitants. Then all the doors and windows are flung open to let in the cold, fresh air of the new year. The woman of the house then administers 'a restorative' from the whisky bottle, and the household sits down to its New Year breakfast.[6] Saining with juniper was also used in healing rites, where the evil eye was suspected to be the cause of the illness, but it apparently fell out of use by the end of the nineteenth century after a young girl with respiratory problems suffocated due to the amount of smoke that filled the house.[7]
Saining is a common practice in modern traditions based on Scottish folklore, such as blessing and protecting children and other family members.[2][3] While many of the surviving saining prayers and charms are Christian in nature,[2][3] others that focus on the powers of nature are used as part of Gaelic Polytheist ceremonies.[8][9]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saining
Smàladh – Smooring the Hearth Fire
Each household would have a hearth fire over which all the household food would be prepared, and around which the most important aspects of family life would happen. The hearth fire would traditionally have been kept alight all year long in both Scotland and Ireland, with the exception of Bealltainn eve when it was extinguished and then relit from a flame brought from a communal bonfire to ensure health and prosperity upon the household in the coming year.1 It was a matter of pride and superstition not to let the flame die out even in the height of summer, and many households could boast that their hearth had remained alight for several generations – even centuries. If the fire did die out, it was said “the soul goes out of the people of the house.”2
Smooring, therefore – a Scots word usually translated as ‘smothering,’ but perhaps more accurately ‘subduing’3 – was a process by which the fire was dampened down so it would not need tending, and therefore could be left safely alight during the night. In Ireland, it was said that the Good Folk would be displeased if they arrived at a house during the night to find that there was no fire for them.4 In Ireland, a charm such as this was said as the fire was covered with the ashes: “Coiglim an tine seo mar choigleann Críost cáidh; Muire ar mhullach an tí, agus Bríd ina lár; An t-ochtar ainglí is tréine i gCathair na nGrás Ag cumhdach an ti seo ‘s a mhuintir thabhairt slán. I save this fire, as noble Christ saves;
Mary on the top of the house and Brigid in its centre;
the eight strongest angels in Heaven
preserving this house and keeping its people safe.)”6
These days it’s not really possible for most households to keep a flame burning all year round, if at all. As a result, the ritual becomes more symbolic, something to be done as you go up to bed and make sure all the lights and appliances are switched off, for example. The following rune is just one example of a smooring that was recorded by Carmichael. I tend to visualise the sacred three as being the gods, the ancestors and the nature spirits: Smooring the fire
An Trì naomh
A chumhnadh,
A chomhnadh,
A chomraig
An tula,
An taighe,
An teaghlaich,
An oidhche,
An nochd,
O! an oidhche,
An nochd,
Agus gach oidhche,
Gach aon oidhche.
The sacred Three
To save,
To shield,
To surround
The hearth,
The house,
The household,
This eve,
This night,
Oh! this eve,
This night,
And every night,
Each single night.8
http://www.tairis.co.uk/daily-practices/smaladh/
Romania
Sweeping
In Romanian lore, the besom is a potent object which becomes truly magical at special occasions. For example, for Marina’s Day which is celebrated in Romania on July 17, mothers celebrate Marina, the protector of the souls of dead children, by crafting brooms with bristles made out of Wormwood (Artemisia absinthium) and offering them to each other alongside flowers, corn, and chicks, and they keep the brooms which they use to sweep their homes and yards. They believe that these special brooms not only sweep away the dirt, but also bad luck and spirits such as the strigoi. Strigoii, which are believed to mount the brooms of the villagers to go to their nocturnal gatherings on the nights of Sângiorz (April 23) and Sântandrei (November 30), were unable to mount the brooms made of Wormwood. The Wormwood broom is also used by the Romanian people to bring someone back home, to sweep away evil forces, and even illness by sweeping around the ill. The broom is also a potent tool against Muma Pădurii (the mother of the forest). For this, the broom of the witch or the disenchantress or the broom of the mother whose child is haunted by the mother of the forest is used during a disenchanting ritual by sweeping the entrance to the home or by placing it next to the child’s bed. In all the spells and charms where the broom is used to repel something evil, the disenchantress or the witch always says to said evil to leave and go far away “because I will sweep you with the broom” (“Că eu cu mătura te-oi mătura”) otherwise.
https://www.theoldcraft.com/2018/05/14/the-witchs-besom-how-to-craft-and-use-your-own-magical-broom/
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2020.06.17 11:21 OccultVolva A brief overview of types, tools, herbs, and ways to cleanse a space for ritual ceremonial from the Pagan past.

I cannot cover everything (all pagan religions, types or rites, or in depth links other than few wikis) and likely some mistakes in there, but since ‘smudging’ debate keeps popping up I thought it might be a good time to highlight some of the terms or types of scents and cleansing methods used in the past we can easily revive today for Paganaism. Ones that can be less problematic in terms for Indigenous cultural survival. A starting point for anyone who wants to add more variety to their practise than herb bundles alone or looking for the type of old words they can use. Or a starting point to research further for anyone looking to blog about the topics or these types of tools or rituals. Some of the below feature fire and smoke and some don't.
Ancient Greek/Hellenism
A thymiaterion (from Ancient Greek: θυμιατήριον from θυμιάειν thymiaein "to smoke"; plural thymiateria) is a type of censer or incense burner, used in the Mediterranean region since antiquity for spiritual and religious purposes and especially in religious ceremonies.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thymiaterion
Thymiateria were used in antiquity to burn incense during religious rituals such as sacrifices or offerings to the gods. Carved from marble, this thymiaterion is composed of three parts: a stemmed foot, a deep receptacle, and a lid. The deep bowl, which could have held a large amount of costly incense, rests on the spreading tray-like top of the tall foot. The lip of the bowl is scored along the edges to suggest an organic plant pattern. The same pattern is repeated on the domed lid, which is decorated with small ridges and perforated at regular intervals to allow the scented smoke to escape. The top of the lid is flat and undecorated, but a separately-made finial may originally have been attached. The sharp-edged, angular form of the thymiaterion with its decorative ridges imitates metal vessels. Traces of red paint remain on the foot and lid suggesting that the vessel was originally brightly painted.
http://www.getty.edu/art/collection/objects/32131/unknown-maker-thymiaterion-and-lid-greek-south-italian-or-sicilian-4th-century-bc/
Herbs
The ancient Greeks used it in their baths and burnt it as incense in their temples, believing it was a source of courage. The spread of thyme throughout Europe was thought to be due to the Romans, as they used it to purify their rooms and to "give an aromatic flavour to cheese and liqueurs".[2] In the European Middle Ages, the herb was placed beneath pillows to aid sleep and ward off nightmares.[3] In this period, women also often gave knights and warriors gifts that included thyme leaves, as it was believed to bring courage to the bearer. Thyme was also used as incense and placed on coffins during funerals, as it was supposed to assure passage into the next life.[4]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thyme#History
Greece: the Latin name for mint, Mentha, comes from an ancient Greek myth. The story goes that a water nymph named Minthe had an affair with Hades, the god of the underworld. Hades’ wife, Persephone, was not happy about this and she used her powers to transform the water nymph into a low-growing plant that would be trampled by passersby. Hades could not undo the transformation, but he did give the plant a beautiful fragrance so that when Minthe was trampled, her true beauty would appear in the form of the aroma of mint.
In ancient Greece, mint was used in funerary rituals along with rosemary and other aromatic herbs. The use of mint in funerals and association with death and the afterlife probably had practical reasons and came about because the strong smell of the herb would cover up any decaying odor from the body of the deceased.
https://gardentherapy.ca/herbal-histories/
Plants and herbs that appear in myth
https://www.theoi.com/Flora1.html
Kemetic/Ancient Egypt
Kyphi
Kyphi is a compound incense that was used in Ancient Egypt for religious and medical purposes.
Kyphi is latinized from Greek κυ̑φι for Ancient Egyptian "kap-t", incense, from "kap", to perfume, to cense, to heat, to burn, to ignite.[1][2] The word root also exists in Indo-European languages, with a similar meaning, like in Sanskrit कपि (kapi) "incense", Greek καπνός "smoke", and Latin vapor.
The manufacture of kyphi involves blending and boiling the ingredients in sequence. According to Galen, the result was rolled into balls and placed on hot coals to give a perfumed smoke; it was also drunk as a medicine for liver and lung ailments.[7]
See wiki for full ingredients
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kyphi
There is also a type of incense known as jb (referred to on the Stele of Sekerkhabau from Saqqara). The name was written using the hieroglyph for kid (a young male goat) leading some to suggest that it was based on musk. According to Plutarch the Ancient Egyptians burned frankincense in the morning, myrrh at midday and Kyphi (Kapet) in the evening. In addition certain gods were associated with specific types of incense (for example, Hathor was strongly associated with myrrh) and certain types of incense were used for specific ceremonies.
Incense ingredients were either ground and thrown on hot coals or mixed with dried fruit (such as raisins or dates) and formed into small pellets to be burned.
https://ancientegyptonline.co.uk/incenseperfume/
Video Burning of Kyphi (Ancient Incense)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jENOZqJQoaY&feature=emb_title
Mesopotamia/Babylonia
The experience of aromatic oils was not just for the Gods, it was felt by the people in and around the spaces where they were burned. This was particularly true within Assyrian culture in northern Mesopotamia. Kiersten Neumann, a Curator and Research Associate at the University of Chicago's Oriental Institute, discussed the raw materials connected to aromatics within Assyrian temples: cedar, cypress, juniper, boxwood and fir (terebinth). Service to the gods was performed by elite personnel within the temple. The Arabian peninsula was the principle place to acquire these spices and incenses. Arabic caravans used camels that traveled along a set trade route that then sold these precious substances to those who wished to burn them.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/drsarahbond/2017/06/26/recreating-the-aroma-of-the-ancient-city-incense-and-perfume-in-the-ancient-mediterranean/#64085282586a
Takpirtu
Takpirtu or Takpertu, inscribed tak-pir-tú and as a gloss to the term šu-gur-gur-meš, and literally meaning “wiping,” from kupurru,[1] “to wipe, rub,” or more generally ““to perform a wiping rite,” were Mesopotamian purification rituals whose oldest attestations go back to the Old Babylonian period. It was an integral part of the Bīt rimki and Bīt salā’ mê rituals and may have been a cleansing rite in its own right as it is listed separately in the Exorcists Manual, perhaps in the form of tak-pir-tú nussētiq, burnt offerings.[2]
Its earliest appearance seems to have been at Mari. Middle Babylonian attestation comes in the form of two references to the supply of grain or flour for the ceremony in temple administrative tablets from Kassite Nippur.[3] In later neo-Assyrian and neo-Babylonian periods it was used for the spiritual cleansing of a field or a building, especially in the temple of the moon god Sîn in Uruk, but also in the context of a person, such as a sick person or the king, a type of cleansing ceremony was accompanied by a liḫšu, whispered prayer, “By the life of Anu and Enlil they are conjured,”[4] or conjuration, "butting evil." Dough was wiped over the thigh of the subject, a scapegoat was sacrificed or carcass of a sheep was used to purify the cella of the temple,[5] which was afterwards cast into the river along with the zisurrû, “magic circle of flour,” and garakku-brazier, a black and white cord.[6]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Takpirtu
Mîs-pî
Mîs-pî, inscribed KA-LUḪ.Ù.DA and meaning “washing of the mouth,” is an ancient Mesopotamian ritual and incantation series for the cultic induction or vivification of a newly manufactured divine idol. It involved around eleven stages: in the city, countryside and temple, the workshop, a procession to the river, then beside the river bank, a procession to the orchard, in reed huts and tents in the circle of the orchard, to the gate of the temple, the niche of the sanctuary and finally, at the quay of the Apsû, accompanied by invocations to the nine great gods, the nine patron gods of craftsmen, and assorted astrological bodies
The rituals are for the consecration of a cultic image, a statue formed from a wooden core encased in gold and/or silver, decorated with inlaid precious stones, and dressed in robes. They involve the “washing of the mouth” (mîs-pî proper) on the first day to cleanse the statue of all traces of human contamination in the production of the idol, and the “opening of the mouth” (inscribed KA.DUḪ.Ù.DA, Akkadian: pit pî) performed with syrup, ghee, cedar and cypress on the second to bring it to life, sacraments which may be related to the pit uzni, “ear-opening” ceremony. “On this day be present: for this statue which stands before you ceremoniously grant him the destiny that his mouth may eat, that his ears might hear.”[3] The rituals facilitated the idol taking on the persona of the deity, awakening the supernatural force within it, and enabling it to see, act, eat and drink the offerings and smell the incense:[4] ṣalmu annû ina la pīt pî qutrinna ul iṣṣin akala ul ikkal mêul išatti, “this statue cannot smell incense without the “Opening of the Mouth” ceremony, it cannot eat food nor drink water.”[3] Four exemplars from Hellenic Uruk do not include the pit pî stage, but instead introduce a burnt offering of a brushwood fire, lamentations recited by a kalû-priest and the presence of the monarch. Its application seems to have spread to encompass other objects, such as a ceremonial torch, the hide of a bull which is to cover a lilissu- or kettledrum,[5] the apotropaic figurines used in the Šēp lemutti ritual, the divinatory bag of the barû-priest, the mouth of the river to abate its torrent, and even the jewels adorning a king’s chariot. It seems that the process of mouth-washing was intended to prepare a person or thing for contact with the divine https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C3%AEs-p%C3%AE
Pagan Heathen and Old English
To hallow is "to make holy or sacred, to sanctify or consecrate, to venerate".[1] The adjective form hallowed, as used in The Lord's Prayer, means holy, consecrated, sacred, or revered.[2] The noun form hallow, as used in Hallowtide, is a synonym of the word saint.[3][4][5]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallow
The noun is from the Old English adjective hālig, nominalised as se hālga "the holy man". The Gothic word for "holy" is either hailags or weihaba, weihs. "To hold as holy" or "to become holy" is weihnan, "to make holy, to sanctify" is weihan. Holiness or sanctification is weihiþa. Old English, like Gothic, had a second term of similar meaning, wēoh "holy", with a substantive wīh or wīg, Old High German wīh or wīhi (Middle High German wîhe, Modern German Weihe). The Nordendorf fibula has wigiþonar, interpreted as wīgi-þonar "holy Donar" or "sacred to Donar". Old Norse vé is a type of shrine. The weihs group is cognate to Latin victima, an animal dedicated to the gods and destined to be sacrificed.
Fire in general used to hallow or sanctify an area
In Eyrbyggja saga (bit not in Landnamabok) it is recorded Poroflr carried fire round the land he claimed. This ritual was probably also performed in order to sanctify his new homeland. It is possible that this land was related in one or another sense to the Hof building. This may be supported by other Old Norse texts.
https://books.google.ie/books?id=CSdzCwAAQBAJ&pg=PA293&lpg=PA293&dq=old+norse+claiming+land+a+place+with+fire&source=bl&ots=19Ij13Nw4l&sig=ACfU3U3YCWyr8_kDFKYwrhler585n49GRw&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwis0-KgtojqAhXUlFwKHY9gCrwQ6AEwAHoECAYQAQ#v=onepage&q=old%20norse%20claiming%20land%20a%20place%20with%20fire&f=false
The saga begins with Gotland being discovered by a man named Þieluar (Tjalve) (Gutnish: Tjelvar). He was a mythical figure who shows up twice in the Prose Edda and once in Gutasaga. Gotland is under a spell and under water during the day and out of water only during the night, a spell that is broken by Þieluar lighting a fire on the Island. Þieluar's son Hafþi (Havde) and his wife Vitastjerna (Gutnish: Hwitastierna) had three sons named Graip, Gute and Gunfjaun, the ancestors of the Gutes. After Havde's and Vitastjerna's first night together, she had a dream about three snakes entwined in her bosom. This was interpreted as a symbol that all things are connected in circles and that they would have three sons. The subject is depicted on some of the picture stones on Gotland.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gutasaga#Modern_Gotland
‘To Smoke’ possible words if you use smoke in heathen rituals
Reocan From Proto-Germanic *reukaną, whence also Old Frisian riāka, Old High German riohhan, Old Norse rjúka. https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/reocan#Old_English
Reek From Middle English rek, reke (“smoke”), from Old English rēc, rīec, from Proto-Germanic *raukiz (compare West Frisian reek, riik, Dutch rook, Low German Röök, German Rauch, Danish røg, Norwegian Bokmål røyk), from Proto-Indo-European *rowgi- (compare Lithuanian rū̃kti (“to smoke”), rū̃kas (“smoke, fog”), Albanian regj (“to tan”)).[1] https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/reek
and
however, a term with old english roots that conveys the proper meaning of smoke cleansing in witchcraft: rēcan. pronounced similarly to the modern word “reek,” the term rēcan means: “to fumigate, expose to smoke, cause to emit smoke, or burn as incense.” closely related, the old english word rēocan means: “to emit vapor, steam, or smoke.” the term later evolved into the middle english word reken, meaning “to emit smoke.” while the word was not exclusively used to refer to foul smells, it lost much of its original meaning as it evolved into the modern day “reek,” which is now associated only with unpleasant stenches. given its old english roots and lackluster definition, the term rēcan makes an eloquent and appropriate moniker for the smoke cleansing performed in non-native practices of witchcraft and paganism.
https://musingsofmagick.wordpress.com/2018/06/18/recaning-smoke-cleansing-in-witchcraft/
Nine Herb Charm (herb ideas)
The "Nine Herbs Charm" is an Old English charm recorded in the tenth-century CE[1] Anglo-Saxon medical compilation known as Lacnunga, which survives on in the manuscript London, British Library, Harley 585.[2] The charm is intended for the treatment of poisoning and infection by a preparation of nine herbs. The numbers nine and three, significant in Germanic paganism and later Germanic folklore, are mentioned frequently within the charm.[2] The poem contains references to Christian and English Pagan elements, including a mention of the major Germanic god Woden.
https://spitalfieldslife.com/2018/05/15/the-nine-herbs-charm/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nine_Herbs_Charm
Runes
‘May Thor Hallow’ > ‘Thor Vigi’ "þur uiki" > "Þórr vigi" > "Thor vigi" > “May Thor Hallow” in runes
‘ siþi þur’ > ‘ Siði Þorr‘ > ‘May Thórr safeguard’ ‘May Thor protect.’ ‘May Thor work magic’ possible translations
Sources
https://skaldic.abdn.ac.uk/db.php?id=16064&if=runic&table=mss
http://dro.dur.ac.uk/1053/1/1053.pdf
https://utrianlax.tumblr.com/post/47034486631/rune-stone-s%C3%B6-140-korpbron-jursta-%C3%A4gor-ludgo/amp Picture of it
Apple Wassail old rites but later by ancient standards for blessing crops and trees
The Apple Wassail is a traditional form of wassailing practiced in the cider orchards of southern England during the winter. There are many well recorded instances of the Apple Wassail in the early modern period. The first recorded mention was at Fordwich, Kent, in 1585, by which time groups of young men would go between orchards performing the rite for a reward. The practice was sometimes referred to as "howling". On Twelfth Night, men would go with their wassail bowl into the orchard and go about the trees. Slices of bread or toast were laid at the roots and sometimes tied to branches. Cider was also poured over the tree roots. The ceremony is said to "bless" the trees to produce a good crop in the forthcoming season. Among the most famous wassail ceremonies are those in Whimple, Devon and Carhampton, Somerset, both on 17 January.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apple_Wassail
Celtic/Gaelic
Saining
Saining is a Scots word for blessing, protecting or consecrating.[1] Sain is cognate with the Irish and Scottish Gaelic seun and sian and the Old Irish sén - "a protective charm."[2][3][4]
Traditional saining rites may involve water that has been blessed in some fashion, or the smoke from burning juniper, accompanied by spoken prayers or poetry.[2][3] Saining can also refer to less formal customs like making religious signs to protect against evil, such as the sign of the cross. In Shetland, the Scottish folklorist F. Marian McNeil refers to the custom of making the sign of Thor's hammer to sain the goblet that was passed around at New Year's celebrations.[5]
An old Hogmanay (New Year's) custom in the Highlands of Scotland, which has survived to a small extent and seen some degree of revival, is to celebrate Hogmanay with the saining of the household and livestock. Early on New Year's morning, householders drink and then sprinkle 'magic water' from 'a dead and living ford' around the house (a 'dead and living ford' refers to a river ford that is routinely crossed by both the living and the dead). After the sprinkling of the water in every room, on the beds and all the inhabitants, the house is sealed up tight and branches of juniper are set on fire and carried throughout the house and byre. The juniper smoke is allowed to thoroughly fumigate the buildings until it causes sneezing and coughing among the inhabitants. Then all the doors and windows are flung open to let in the cold, fresh air of the new year. The woman of the house then administers 'a restorative' from the whisky bottle, and the household sits down to its New Year breakfast.[6] Saining with juniper was also used in healing rites, where the evil eye was suspected to be the cause of the illness, but it apparently fell out of use by the end of the nineteenth century after a young girl with respiratory problems suffocated due to the amount of smoke that filled the house.[7]
Saining is a common practice in modern traditions based on Scottish folklore, such as blessing and protecting children and other family members.[2][3] While many of the surviving saining prayers and charms are Christian in nature,[2][3] others that focus on the powers of nature are used as part of Gaelic Polytheist ceremonies.[8][9]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saining
Smàladh – Smooring the Hearth Fire
Each household would have a hearth fire over which all the household food would be prepared, and around which the most important aspects of family life would happen. The hearth fire would traditionally have been kept alight all year long in both Scotland and Ireland, with the exception of Bealltainn eve when it was extinguished and then relit from a flame brought from a communal bonfire to ensure health and prosperity upon the household in the coming year.1 It was a matter of pride and superstition not to let the flame die out even in the height of summer, and many households could boast that their hearth had remained alight for several generations – even centuries. If the fire did die out, it was said “the soul goes out of the people of the house.”2
Smooring, therefore – a Scots word usually translated as ‘smothering,’ but perhaps more accurately ‘subduing’3 – was a process by which the fire was dampened down so it would not need tending, and therefore could be left safely alight during the night. In Ireland, it was said that the Good Folk would be displeased if they arrived at a house during the night to find that there was no fire for them.4 In Ireland, a charm such as this was said as the fire was covered with the ashes: “Coiglim an tine seo mar choigleann Críost cáidh; Muire ar mhullach an tí, agus Bríd ina lár; An t-ochtar ainglí is tréine i gCathair na nGrás Ag cumhdach an ti seo ‘s a mhuintir thabhairt slán. I save this fire, as noble Christ saves;
Mary on the top of the house and Brigid in its centre;
the eight strongest angels in Heaven
preserving this house and keeping its people safe.)”6
These days it’s not really possible for most households to keep a flame burning all year round, if at all. As a result, the ritual becomes more symbolic, something to be done as you go up to bed and make sure all the lights and appliances are switched off, for example. The following rune is just one example of a smooring that was recorded by Carmichael. I tend to visualise the sacred three as being the gods, the ancestors and the nature spirits: Smooring the fire
An Trì naomh
A chumhnadh,
A chomhnadh,
A chomraig
An tula,
An taighe,
An teaghlaich,
An oidhche,
An nochd,
O! an oidhche,
An nochd,
Agus gach oidhche,
Gach aon oidhche.
The sacred Three
To save,
To shield,
To surround
The hearth,
The house,
The household,
This eve,
This night,
Oh! this eve,
This night,
And every night,
Each single night.8
http://www.tairis.co.uk/daily-practices/smaladh/
Romania
Sweeping
In Romanian lore, the besom is a potent object which becomes truly magical at special occasions. For example, for Marina’s Day which is celebrated in Romania on July 17, mothers celebrate Marina, the protector of the souls of dead children, by crafting brooms with bristles made out of Wormwood (Artemisia absinthium) and offering them to each other alongside flowers, corn, and chicks, and they keep the brooms which they use to sweep their homes and yards. They believe that these special brooms not only sweep away the dirt, but also bad luck and spirits such as the strigoi. Strigoii, which are believed to mount the brooms of the villagers to go to their nocturnal gatherings on the nights of Sângiorz (April 23) and Sântandrei (November 30), were unable to mount the brooms made of Wormwood. The Wormwood broom is also used by the Romanian people to bring someone back home, to sweep away evil forces, and even illness by sweeping around the ill. The broom is also a potent tool against Muma Pădurii (the mother of the forest). For this, the broom of the witch or the disenchantress or the broom of the mother whose child is haunted by the mother of the forest is used during a disenchanting ritual by sweeping the entrance to the home or by placing it next to the child’s bed. In all the spells and charms where the broom is used to repel something evil, the disenchantress or the witch always says to said evil to leave and go far away “because I will sweep you with the broom” (“Că eu cu mătura te-oi mătura”) otherwise.
https://www.theoldcraft.com/2018/05/14/the-witchs-besom-how-to-craft-and-use-your-own-magical-broom/
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2020.06.16 20:35 Insaiyan7 Looking to get a £800-£1000 pc to pursue some hobbies as well as some gaming.

What will you be doing with this PC? Be as specific as possible, and include specific games or programs you will be using.
I want to get back into World of Warcraft, and it's new expansion that'll be releasing and wouldn't mind some future proofing for later expansions, and also want to get back into using Photoshop and producing music that i haven't done since it was offered free at my college.
What is your maximum budget before rebates/shipping/taxes?
Usually this is calculated in the full price in UK orders so I don't know how to answer this one, but at least AFTER will be about £1000, although I am flexible in that as my income is steady
When do you plan on building/buying the PC? Note: beyond a week or two from today means any build you receive will be out of date when you want to buy.
Likely in a few months or so, the Warcraft expansion isn't until 4th quarter although I'd like to play a few months before it releases.
What, exactly, do you need included in the budget? (ToweOS/monitokeyboard/mouse/etc)
Tower, OS. Got myself a good montitor and keyboard and my mouse will do for now.
Which country (and state/province) will you be purchasing the parts in? If you're in US, do you have access to a Microcenter location? *
England, specifically Devon.
If reusing any parts (including monitor(s)/keyboard/mouse/etc), what parts will you be reusing? Brands and models are appreciated.
Some cheap ass mouse, a keyboard and my studio headphones which I already own.
Will you be overclocking? If yes, are you interested in overclocking right away, or down the line? CPU and/or GPU?
I don't quite understand it but I doubt it will be necessary for me to.
Are there any specific features or items you want/need in the build? (ex: SSD, large amount of storage or a RAID setup, CUDA or OpenCL support, etc)
SSD would be nice for playing Warcraft, large storage for both Photo editing and music
What type of network connectivity do you need? (Wired and/or WiFi) If WiFi is needed and you would like to find the fastest match for your wireless router, please list any specifics.
Preferably some strong WiFi since I am on a different floor in my house to the router. Currently I use a WiFi dongle that sometimes drops out which I would rather not rely on.
Do you have any specific case preferences (Size like ITX/microATX/mid-towefull-tower, styles, colors, window or not, LED lighting, etc), or a particular color theme preference for the components?
Provided it didn't change too much price wise, black/purple would be my preference but I'm not fussed if it affects the price greatly.
Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? If you do need one included, do you have a preference?
No preference but I will need windows 10.
Extra info or particulars
Any recommendations to music and photo editing software that you personally recommend would be great,
Thanks in advance
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